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I don't know if I can do this
I’ve been seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist for years now, as some of you know. Almost two years ago I spent six days in a psychiatric hospital because I was going to kill myself. While I was...
Ramblings
Not a lot going on…pretty much the same ol’, same ol’. That’s not a bad thing, though. I like routine. Let’s see if I can think of anything interesting to tell you. The job is going really well. ...
Just an all-around bad day
I guess we all have those. Today was worse than usual for me. I couldn't stop thinking about the weekend I helped ruin for a lot of people. All day I felt like I wanted, I NEEDED, to cry...but...
I can do this....right?
So, the new(ish) job......boring. Just flat-out mind-numbingly boring. Yes, at first I thought that was a great thing...no mess, no stress. Now I'm going a little bit nuts. I've been on a goo...
Laughter!
Oh how I've missed it! Today was a good day at work...quite a bit of chuckling going on. The first thing that happened was a fax that came in. The printer/copier/fax machine is right by my des...
Unworthy
I told a lie today. It was a whopper, too. I woke up really late today, way past the time I was supposed to be at work, and I panicked. I haven't been there that long and I was afraid of being...
Case dismissed
Yep, it was quick and (almost) painless. Yesterday was the hearing on AAA's motion to dismiss my case against them, and the judge granted it. Yes, you read that right. She (the judge) said tha...
This time, I listened
Have you ever felt that God was telling you to do something? You believers know what I mean. You get that urgent feeling that you're being called to do something RIGHT NOW. I've had that happe...
Why do I feel so numb?
My mom comes from a family of five girls. No brothers, just her and four younger sisters. My mom was 18 when she had me so her youngest sister, my aunt Deanne (I call her Deeds) was almost 7 wh...
I'm bored....and a thief
And because I'm bored, I stole another survey from the BFF. Let me say, though, that I really like reading other people's answers to these things because I love learning new things about people ...
Totally stole this from my BFF
Where were you born? Indiana Do you still live there? No, I live in Michigan now. I've also lived in Illinois, Florida, Alabama, Virginia, Minnesota, Georgia, Mississippi, Texas, and Oklahoma. ...
Lost baby and asshole father
Today is Sunday, a/k/a Baby Ben babysitting day. Carly dropped him off this morning at 8 and she looked awful. She told me she wasn't going to work, she was going to the hospital because she wa...
All is well
Today is mine and hubby's 11 year anniversary :-) It seems to have gone by so fast! His girls were 4, 6 and 10 and my son was 12 when he and I started dating. Now Josh is 23, married and a 2nd...
Do I or don't I?
I got an email on Friday from that lady Susanna who wants to send me on an interview at a medium-sized law firm in Detroit. The firm is interested in me and wants to meet/interview me. I don't ...
Hollow
I was watching a TV show the other night and there was a character who had bipolar disorder in it. She had chosen to live her life unmedicated, even though it cost her big time in so many ways. ...
Tomorrow
Tomorrow I start yet another new job...-sigh- Yes, I'm grateful I got the job, and I'm praying it's a good fit and it works out...but man, I'm so tired of starting over. When I got the position...
I got the job!
And I'm actually excited about starting on Monday! I walked into the office and talked with a few of the ladies who work there and they were very, very friendly. I interviewed with three men an...
Blank
I feel like I should write, but I'm drawing a blank. I have an interview tomorrow. The position is for a secretary at a design company. I'm not worried about the interview....I interview very ...
Feeling guilty
So I wrote a couple of days ago how Benny and I were having a better week this past week. Well, that was true...until yesterday. Yesterday that little boy was more obstinate and just downright ...
Thank you, Mayonessa
Guess who had non-stop nightmares about snakes last night??? You are evil, and you must be destroyed. The end.
Not one, but two!
Attorneys, that is...who are working on my case against AAA. The attorney who first took my case is C.F. He's a solo practitioner and has other cases as well as mine. I have a very good friend...
They shot! They scored! They lost.
Yeah, my Blackhawks lost in the 7th game of the series against the L.A. Kings. I was disappointed, but hey, it was a helluva season and they fought the good fight....and we still have 2 Stanley ...
Fun in the sun with my son
How clever is that title?? So California ended up being a good time. Mia and I finally hashed everything out and it turns out there was a lot of miscommunication and misunderstanding, which cau...
Wide awake
I arrived in Los Angeles yesterday at about 5:15 p.m. Cali time, which is 8:15 p.m. Michigan time. Josh and Mia were waiting for me at the baggage claim area and kinda snuck up on me...lol. Jos...
And the power struggle continues
Yep, me and little Benny. One of these days, and I pray to GOD it's soon, he's going to get it....and until he does, I'm going to continue to make him one unhappy little boy. It was gorgeous ou...
Book Description
WARNING: If you choose to read this “book” you will be subject to anything that’s on my mind.....anything from bipolar disorder to diarrhea to marital issues. So read at your own risk…and don’t say you weren’t warned!
