I am feeling angsty today. Mad at the world. Mad at the government. Mad at myself. Mad at the people I loved who have hurt me. I am mad that so many of us aren’t making it. I am mad that I am s...

So when talking about it at first. They made it seem like not so bad. Even talking with the Med Assistant last night, making it sound like its not that bad. I get there today and they tell me it...

it’s been four weeks to the day since I was diagnosed and I gotta say, this has been without question, the WEIRDEST month of my entire life. I’ve experienced every emotion that ever existed, I’v...

It’s been a long time since I did a “Here’s the ‘articles’ I read” kind of entry. I used to do a lot of them but that was because there was so little to do sometimes and I… well, even then I di...

Being ignored is such a trigger for me. I can’t quite figure out where it came from.. maybe from the silent treatment I experienced growing up? Maybe from the years of dating and being ghosted a...

Today, I had no real energy when I got up, so I lay around listening to news podcasts. At 9 AM, I went to the gym and had a workout and then shot 2 or 3 games of pool. I met Richard, a guy with ...

This is the gnarly old rosemary in the common area of the garden that Mr. Boulder pruned. The week after that we went to a garden center and got the dill, lavender, sage, thyme, sweet marjoram...

Title something ENGLISH AS A FINAL LANGUAGE. You shouldn’t judge people by the haircuts of the people they’re dating. You shouldn’t. It doesn’t matter that you would be absolutely correc...

Mom had a birthday today.  She would've turned 75. She wasn't the type to celebrate her birthday, but I still regard the day as a form of holiday.  Had I not been so busy at work, I might have ...

He looks like someone who is so distant from me, yet, he's alive in my veins. He's not physically here, but he's so next to me when I smell his scent, street and cigarettes. He's not here...

I miss all of you that haven’t posted in a while … That is all

long ago in a valley far away... one of our ancestors looked up from his poppy seeds and saw in the sky... something that looked a lot like god... he asked his friend what he saw in the sky a...

Stunning imagery Powerful echoes Audacious, honest, vulnerable, sensualI remember her! Parts of her still occasionally spark Like being portrait ready She daydreams life could catch alight...

I suppose in the end she finally she got what she always wanted, because she ceased to exist in the early hours of Boxing Day, 2024. She finally did the one thing nobody really thought she wo...