After almost three years of longing for the love I lost, I always wondered if it is even possible to fall out of love again. Is it possible to go back to the state of mind I had before falling ...

I had my septo surgery, and it’s going to take me a few days to get caught up. I’m exhausted and in recovery. Here’s what I wrote right before surgery… On the way to Rhonda’s now. It’s so stupi...

I have a t-shirt that says, “I speak fluent movie quotes”. I lead with that sentence whenever I see a dating profile that specifically lists “I’m a cinephile and I love movies!” To no surprise...

The Convergence 2 The Five Dreams That Mapped My Life Before I Lived It In 1999–2000 (right after Brian vanished with the documents), I had a series of five dreams that laid out my entire p...

Dear God, Thank You for waking me up to a brand-new day. I pray that the instructors give us a little grace with the homework today. I pray that I fully understand last night’s assignment and...

I have a fickle relationship to money. I used to believe it was evil and everyone who had it was evil and I didn’t have any. The. I Chang my mind and now I have money. It really messes with ...

I remembered I had purchased a frozen cauliflower pizza crust so I took it out and let it thaw. I had this bright idea to make my own pizza. I was pretty sure that if I went overboard on trying ...

There’s a specific kind of devastation in realizing you’ve been speaking this whole time, and no one has truly heard you. I need to say this clearly so there’s no confusion: I tried to con...

Growing up, I always seemed to have an internal voice, almost like a second conscience, telling me, “This is what an educated person does.” I can’t imagine I got it from my family, at least not ...

I was told, long ago... Music soothes the savage soul... And music helps the wound to mend... I set ashamed when I speak her name... How awful joyful tidings feel... And in the solitude of ...

It’s only Tuesday but I’m already wore out from this week. I had an appointment yesterday and one today and I’ve had just about enough of being poked at etc. Tomorrow marks my husband’s dentist...

6 years. It just seems so much longer than that. I can’t even remember all of it. So let’s try for the ‘high’ points, maybe later I’ll go back and explain more, but at this point. If you weren...

I need to get something off my chest… So? Yesterday I had my final meeting with Joanne. We went over the final paperwork, she gave me my new lanyard, and I officially got my first EVER real job...

26 years ago or so, I joined OpenDiary. I loved it and I loved all the diarists I got to know. Nothing will ever be the same as OD, but I miss writing diary entries and am giving Prosebox anothe...

The dark of my room an emotional monsoon drowns me whole. I trace my own skin pretending these are your hands guiding mine across ribs, over lips— tension coils tight, ready to snap. You f...