i want more... i deserve so much less... broken hands reach out... for human flesh... desire... obtained, disdained and reciprocated to a point... set the hook or set me free... but soft....

Did you know that there is a nerve that runs near the kneecap that is often referred to as the funny bone of the knee? I didn’t, and after yesterday, I got a full education in that fact. I was g...

Sometimes in the middle of the early morning hours of my work day, usually between 6:30am and 7:00am, the office's air conditioning unit kicks on and makes it so unbearably cold at my desk to ...

Ok wait, I want to rant about a few more worries for a sec😬 so we just called for two hours, and it was good and funny and I did enjoy it, but the more we talk, the more things I find about him...

Rest assured, the house and home are fine. This is more about the macro environment, not so much about micro. Well, except that we had a freezer failure. That stunk. Not literally because we ca...

Every so often I get tied up in my own self doubt. The numbers are in on some of my latest releases.. radio isn’t as friendly as they used to be. I can’t get one of PR guys to call me back. Fe...

I’ve always been kind of weird Now I can sense it, cognize it, know it on a level that is not mind, but a full-body recognition. It is about being empty. It does become somewhat lonely when I...

Ask someone acting all sullen: “dude, who wamboed your Combos?” …how has Christopher Lloyd never played the Batman villain “Mr. Freeze”? It seems almost too obvious. Already has the “I w...

A messy patch of not quite wildflowers near the garden late this morning. I needed to go back there at some point today to offer support to the borage, which was growing so fast I found it lea...

Typically, the songs that get stuck in my head or “just pop in there” have at least some mild connection to something. An anime theme jumps in there? Well, I’ve been watching more Anime lately,...

Friday long cherished rain been a while since my latest entry... lets play catchup 20th of may: in the evening I was at Sofia Isella Open Air concert.. what a blast. I discovered a new art...

It's been a shi**y week. A really shi**y week. My brother announced he was overwhelmed by caring for our Dad and said he was no longer able to contribute. He's the main carer.He'd had a ...

Had to call off work yesterday, woke up went to shave and could barely stand. Apparently me not being in pain was delayed. Spent the day getting high and playing Path of Exile 2. Probably s...

Over a week ago I saw Titanique, and I am still thinking about it. As I said in the two sentence review I submitted to the ticketing company when they texted me after the show, “I never thought ...

It’s almost the weekend. One more day of work. I’m entirely over it so I can’t wait to have a couple days off. The yard looks like shit though so it won’t even be like much of a weekend off as I...