I suppose this is an honest request for advice as much as it is additional moaning about how the hand of fate seems to be a cruel bitch. Do you remember my previous experiences in therapy? Marr...

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I want to personally thank the two PB’ers who stayed up talking to me Monday night to make sure I didn’t do anything brash. If I was still a drinking man I guarantee I would have hurt myself an...

she was embarking on a long journey to some different space via a different route. her mind was muddled in the mediocre madness called daily life, and she just needed to find a way to release.  ...

You fuck with my head like it's nothing  One minute you're the sweetest fucking girl that I know.  The next I'm a fucking asshole that you hoped would die And I know by now I should fucking w...

Every morning I step outside awash with gratitude for the fresh air on my face and the privilege of getting to work on this beautiful earth. This morning I drove 40 minutes into the middle-of-...

Things didn’t get more dangerous for any inevitable reason. They got more dangerous as it was profitable to pretend things were more dangerous then the paranoia from the marketing made it re...

Therapy started on a Friday. I was already exhausted from everything else but I had to get in and start this or I’d lose my short term disability. The PT guy explained that most likely i jus...

I had went to the property to feed the cats and do whatever. We had a heater there from our stay in December. I realized it was gone. Someone stole it from my house. I was a little upset but mor...

The past is never dead. It’s not even past. All of us labor in webs spun long before we were born, webs of heredity and environment, of desire and consequence, of history and eternity. Haunted ...

I’ll probably delete this at some point, but what the hell. I don’t understand why people have 1,000s of followers. There’s no way you know that many people. Hell, why would you want to know ...

Im on my spring time plant kick. I got a few new ones and have been repotting some of my older ones. I made a spreadsheet to track my "rarer" plants though with some greenhosues mass producing ...

Things here are okay for the most part.  I start my new job tomorrow.  I am nervous and anxious about it at the same time.  I finally have the reason I was terminated.  I don’t know why they co...

What follows is based on this article: https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s42087-025-00537-3 Overview As mentioned in the previous entry, we are particularly interested in how crises app...

I’m often pretty angry and it’s getting more difficult to process/hide. Wish I had a happier ‘update’ but that’s front and center how I feel most the time now. It’s hot for March already isn’t i...