Timmy™ ⋅ 41 ⋅

My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.

How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.

Samwise The Brave, "The Two Towers"

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I had just finished my workout and was washing my hands in the room where boys wave their penises around. Because I like having clean hands. Don’t want to get funky bro-sweat on my steering whe...


Former is a low stress compared to the later really effecting my wife. I knew bad shit would happen after my vacation. Might elaborate when my head clears.


Vacation endings are another altered state. Not quite back to reality, but no longer riding the dopamine or serotonin. Currently waiting at port for a bus to where Airk’s car is parked. Last crui...


We’re on route to port. Airk is driving. Estimate it has been six years. I have few guy friends, but he is one. In his words,he knows to use kid gloves around me. And that I’m a “special kind of ...


Have I mentioned I’m going on my third Star Trek cruise? I leave at 2:27 PM today, and I am EXCITED. Paid the rent, just tying up some loose ends at this point. Timing my food so I’m not hungry...


Apparently. Is that what he said? Felt like that was what he was trying to get across. Got a slight scratchy throat yesterday, and some nasal congestion that seemed to peak this morning. Made ...


February 22, 2022

I can't relax. in The Napkin.

Just one of those days. It’s a rest day. I did some LISS just to check the box. Just LISS, nothing strenuous. I have no sense of appetite other than wanting to binge chocolate. That can’t be ...


I just clipped my nails. It’s one of those small things I annotate on my calendar. It’s a useless thing to look back upon, yet. When is the last time you clipped your nails? How often do you ...


Note to self: do “Sunday Assessments” again. Another squat workout in the books. In reflecting on my progress so far, it’s a mixed feeling of just how far I’ve come, and also “that’s it?” And ...


I squatted 235 lbs for a double. I think this is the third post I’ve made about this? Guess I’m trying to repeat it to myself, as it doesn’t feel like much of an accomplishment. Oh well, walked ...


My avoidant tendencies are flaring up again. I didn’t want to get out of bed this morning. Slept just fine, but still. I annotate these things. As (almost) expected, had a touch of gym anxiety...


So anyway, I was pacing, dragging my feet before hitting the gym. Then I realized, “dude, you’re going on the dreadmill. Just go and pick up this conversation there.” I doubt I’ll be able to us...


At least with the key ones. It feels like I watched the season premiere or season finalé of some show, with a lot of key things happening off-screen. I seriously have had to google things at th...


I checked my calendar and I haven’t washed my hair in a month. Seems like a weird thing to track, to outsiders, but eh. Like, I always shower after I lift. But the stalls are tiny and its cramp...


February 11, 2022

If you squirt. in The Napkin.

It’s the skene’s gland. You learned something. You can go to bed now.


February 07, 2022

Speed. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.

I used to spend money on computer components. I’d swear Candi and I had a conversation about how she’d spend money on lot of little things, and I’d just blow money on a piece of technology. It’...


I try to look at the big picture. I’m pushing forty and my bench/squat/deadlift is still in the 1/2/3 plate range. I doubt I’ll ever reach 2/3/4 plates; but I do know that when I’m 70 I will ...


February 03, 2022

The Grey Rock Method. in The Napkin.

Here’s a phrase I ran across at random. In short, it’s boring someone to death to make them lose interest. This kind of sums up how I deal with my dad to keep the peace. Be brief: When communica...


Kids having body image issue isn’t anything new. Hell, I have issues with my own mirror. Where it was magazines before, now it’s everywhere online. Do you remember when you had to LOOK for hal...


Lifted 12 sessions in the past 13 days. Gotta love voiding bro logic. Just been running an upper/lower split rather aggressively. Gym consistency is still just under two months, so it’s not li...


January 31, 2022

UCM, Part I: Endgame. in The Napkin.

So, without watching anything prior, I watched Endgame last night. I found the CGI distracting. I’m not even talking about the video game action cut-sequences. Giant purple dude took me out of ...


January 30, 2022

UCM. in The Napkin.

So, not a secret that I’ve avoided most of Comic Books: The Cashgrab. Oh, not a total boycott - I did see Shazam in theatres and enjoyed it. Just the whole notion of needing to watch thirty som...


January 28, 2022

Lifting, Expounded. in Exerbabble III

Who knows where I’ll be in six months, so should write some of this out. Rather than assume the routine will always be the routine. I could get hit my a car tomorrow and not be able to lift eve...


After lifting seven days in a row, I took a rest day. Well. Not rest-rest. I find that if I take a day of complete rest, I get hungry. I know, it sounds weird to outsiders. Exercise still fun...


I was a little neutral to the rebranding of small diabetes pills. But, with the right being a bunch of snowflakes to cover their news cycle, I’m amused. I’m old enough to remember when they int...


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