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No Pants Day.
Sunday’s workout was great. Monday’s workout bombed. Yesterday’s workout bombed. Slept 10 hours last night and I feel so tired. I don’t like skipping squat day, but bah. The physical effects ...
Life without adrenaline.
It’s my day off, and a rest day from the gym. Don’t always need to be productive, but off to a good start. “Start” - it’s 4:14 pm. Well, whatever. Been going to bed around 1-2 AM and getting u...
White Polos.
I genuinely thought they were sold in multi-packs like wife beaters or tighty whities. I couldn’t find any at WalMart. Found one stack in Target, but it was either small or XXXL. Well, if thos...
How's the wife and kids?
I like saying this instead of the generic “how’s it going?” I do pick my spots of when I say it. Generally gets people doing a double-take, as it’s not something people have an NPC AutoReply fo...
I wonder what I'll pick for dinner.
Day off. Also no workout today. Slept in. It’s 2:14 pm and I still haven’t eaten breakfast. Soooo zoning out. More than okay to keep doing nothing. I’d go laze contently in bed but eh, then ...
Make me nom nom.
I’m not sure how to describe my still undiagnosed depression. When I’m fine, it’s almost like waiting for my mood to drop. Wary of savoring it, as if I will drain the nice feels faster. And when ...
One pluck at a time.
Woke up sad. It happens. Ate my oatmeal and crawled back into bed. Still sad, but I think I can muddle through the day. I have one errand to run before work. I’m due to get cat litter and cat...
Pro 'Teins!
I squatted 265 lbs for a single, and am sitting in a thong eating eggs while chicken thighs cook in the oven. Oh, and it’s Star Trek™ day. How’s your Thursday? (Don’t worry, I’ll put a banana i...
It's like poetry, it rhymes.
So, we’ve gone from a disease, to war, to a high profile trial. It’s the 90s all over again. What, I don’t follow this stuff, it’s just impossible to avoid. My feeds are otherwise Star Trek, lift...
Look, maybe I am actually a little sleepy.
Apathy and boredom. Sometimes I go to bed early not because of something exciting in the morning, but because I’ve run out of ways to pass the time. Still feel like I’m living past the end credit...
Ha ha.
Has the term “cheeto snorter” or “cheeto sniffer” been used as an insult to describe republicans who still worship stale cheeto? Asking for a friend.
Have you ever seen the movie Memento?
It’s part of why I got some of my tattoos. The meaning should be clear. I got of my tattoos as reminders to myself. At the time, I had a bit more of a resilient headspace. A struggling, a fig...
Blank.
Mind is in one of those states where it’s sure firing fast, but there’s… nothing attached to the gerbil on the wheel? I got nothing? Tell me a bad pun.
The Gateway.
As I was heading out of the gym and back to my car, I passed a woman and a medium small boy following her. Because small medium somehow has a different connotation. Made me think “gosh, that’s ...
So I locked my keys in my car.
I was only mildly distracted during my workout. It was too early to try contacting Wifenado. (I never bring my phone to the gym; I knew I would have to borrow the phone of the front desk lassie...
Weekends blow.
Second rest day in a row. Weird how it messes with my head. I have no desire to do anything. I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve written that. I would have just stayed in bed and done “nothi...
Former is a low stress compared to the later really effecting my wife. I knew bad shit would happen after my vacation. Might elaborate when my head clears.
I can't relax.
Just one of those days. It’s a rest day. I did some LISS just to check the box. Just LISS, nothing strenuous. I have no sense of appetite other than wanting to binge chocolate. That can’t be ...
Well, at least I did lift.
My avoidant tendencies are flaring up again. I didn’t want to get out of bed this morning. Slept just fine, but still. I annotate these things. As (almost) expected, had a touch of gym anxiety...
I miss how the birds sing north of the Mason-Dixon Line.
So anyway, I was pacing, dragging my feet before hitting the gym. Then I realized, “dude, you’re going on the dreadmill. Just go and pick up this conversation there.” I doubt I’ll be able to us...
Mostly caught up on the MCU.
At least with the key ones. It feels like I watched the season premiere or season finalé of some show, with a lot of key things happening off-screen. I seriously have had to google things at th...
Is this when people do bullet points?
I checked my calendar and I haven’t washed my hair in a month. Seems like a weird thing to track, to outsiders, but eh. Like, I always shower after I lift. But the stalls are tiny and its cramp...
If you squirt.
It’s the skene’s gland. You learned something. You can go to bed now.
The Grey Rock Method.
Here’s a phrase I ran across at random. In short, it’s boring someone to death to make them lose interest. This kind of sums up how I deal with my dad to keep the peace. Be brief: When communica...
The statue of david set unrealistic expectation on boys.
Kids having body image issue isn’t anything new. Hell, I have issues with my own mirror. Where it was magazines before, now it’s everywhere online. Do you remember when you had to LOOK for hal...
Book Description
Off-hand thoughts which I won’t organize as well. But feel safe to share.
