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Crunch.
There is something so satisfying about the feeling of popping a zit. Mostly shoulders/chest, and a little back, but thankfully nothing akin to backne. Nobody warns you that you’ll get more zits...
I pick things up and put them down.
Preworkout anxiety is fickle. Every session is built on the previous sessions, which leads to the next session. On paper, its just a matter of showing up and making minimal progress each time. So...
Clutter.
On the one hand, it’s nice having my Bullshit Buffer™ regenerate. Little things bother me less this year. But also, I’m a slob. It’s just me on my couch, so the passenger side of the couch is l...
I could use a hug.
Touch of latent anger and sadness. All undirected. No cause. After I got up, I had some eggs, and felt sleepy. So. Took a nap. Nap ended around 3pm, so shouldn’t effect tonight’s sleep too m...
Day off from employment, rest day from gym.
Slept in, though thankfully it’s still short of noon. Whether I need(ed) extra sleep, I’ll find out tomorrow morning. I don’t feel red-lined on sleep. I have work at 2 rather than 3pm now, so ...
"Fine" is just a codeword for "I don't feel like talking".
I keep to myself almost out of perceived necessity, out of fear that I’m too much to handle. Nothing really wrong, just an internal mood. Though, the lapse in writing has been because things ha...
Checking in.
I took a nap yesterday and somehow tweaked my neck. Oh, it’s not a getting-olde thing. I regularly tweak my neck. Just been a few years. On the upside, I feel pretty calm and sedated. Must be...
To Unconsciousness.
It’s funny how every day is a game of waking up, and by noon pondering whether I’ll get a good night’s sleep. As tonight’s sleep can be predicted by the quality of last night’s sleep. (Really go...
Whine.
Sometimes when I’m sad, it’s like my brain finds the dumbest things to feel sad about. Always yearning for some small part of the past. Today: root beer mugs. I bought the perfect four-set. (When...
Train Discipline.
Feeling calmer again. Still can’t quite pin down all the causes. I got groceries, unlike my last pair of days off. I did a round of dishes, unlike my last round of days off. Focused more on t...
The Season Finalé of Timmy.
Or, at least, my 30’s. I thought I’d have my shit together by now. Nothing crazy. Stable relationship, offspring, career. This is far removed from any of the external pressures maybe you coul...
Actually, I do right now. It’s one of those things I’d never program for someone else. Probably would have been at the two hour mark had I not added a third back-off set for rows. Because why ...
I know, quit dawdling and get my little white butt to the gym.
Ya know. I think I know what pisses off the right. Let us suppose that Hillary is some massive crime lord. I don’t actually buy that, but let us just suppose. All her crime and evil, and they ...
But gosh, I can't wait until OHP.
It rained a few days ago, and my right eye has been bloodshot ever since. I’m taking my meds, I swear! Stayed up late, woke up late. Oh, today’s my day off. And because I’ve been skipping rest...
Eat your damned oatmeal.
Ahh. This. This right here. The bonus time in the morning on a rest day. When I’d normally be all “damn it, get your little white butt to the gym”, but instead I’m just lazing in a thong fini...
My tagline.
Science, video & tabletop games, metal, gymrat, and burning down the patriarchy. Eh, it’s a work in progress. Less about pidgeonholing me, and more about warding away people who wouldn’t ac...
For future Timmy.
I remember when pressing half a plate was something. I have every week for the rest of the year plotted out in terms of progression. With the goal being hitting 3x5 @ 135 lbs. I was up to 4x6 ...
Without Obligations.
Another two hour session. I typically don’t lift on Saturday. Partly because it’s one of my days off, and I thought I should have one day where I don’t do anything. And, I was under the false i...
Okay.
I’m okay. And just okay is a distinct improvement, I won’t deny it. 2020 and 2021 were just agony for me. It doesn’t seem too long ago when I couldn’t count on consecutive days being just okay....
So, I don’t think I’ve mentioned [redacted]. Ever meet someone and just get this feeling “okay, he’s gay.” And I thought, “Naaahhh. You’re being judgemental, Timmy™.” As soon I started working...
I don't even have a uterus and I'm pissed off.
I don’t understand anyone that can be happy about the forced-birth decision. I can’t wrap my mind around it. Why do people want to force women to give birth, unless they hate women? Unless the...
You'd look cuter if you smiled.
I frequent fitness circles and naturally I see progress pics from guys. And I am so tempted to troll by saying that line. Because some guys would look better if they smiled more. (Meanwhile any...
Weekend Update.
I got asked the other day at work how I’m doing. Just a standard check-in where you can get away with ‘fine’, but I have this annoying (to me?) habit of actually answering. Wednesday is Kenobi,...
Poe's Correlary.
Thesis statement aka tl;dr: If you act like an ass, you are an ass. And if you act nice, you are nice. Been on my mind, and we’ll see whether this is longwinded, or so concise it misses the poi...
Skittles.
It’s funny how I watch media and think “huh, that was some fun entertainment.” And then I read that the right is all “OMG, THERE’S TOO MANY BLACK PEOPLE.” Or “THERE’S TOO MANY GAAAAYS.” And I re...
Book Description
Off-hand thoughts which I won’t organize as well. But feel safe to share.
