Mama duck in Walking away and into the New

This new community is so loving and supportive, especially with the animals. With the exception of the lady I witnessed running over part of a family of geese, people have been helping the wild life and it’s so heart warming. But with the injured mama duck and her ducklings unable to cross the street, someone asked me to bring the babies to WRC for care. We couldn’t catch mama duck and she was separated from them. I feel terrible, but people are telling me it was the right thing to do. I only transported them…but check in with her energy and feel so much sorrow. God I hope I did the right thing.

Z and I had a miscommunication yesterday and he thought I was asking him to be my champion for getting back with my ex. No. This is why I hate texting. We actually talked it out. I felt sadness and guilt about the situations but have no desire to even connect with T. With the exception of my streaming accounts I haven’t removed him and his son from yet (because I’m nice) and my Christmas decorations…there is no attachment. Cords have and will continue to be cut.

Z and I are meeting earlier and with the help of someone on here…I made it clear to him what was the most important. The universe doesn’t care about fetishes or anything beyond soul connections…human connections. I don’t know what will happen and hope it does come together, but if it doesn’t…I’ve experienced loss before. Still getting over C. I may never find someone like that in my entire life again.

If it doesn’t go well with Z, I’m going to do all this differently next time. That’s what this neck pain is about…inflexibility with patterns of doing things…thoughts that go along with them as well.

We’ll see.

Emily, we’re safe I promise.
love