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The next morning
Feeling sad. Maybe it’s T’s energy. I checked in and don’t really think it’s about guilt. None of my parts are upset. It’s maybe the knowing that I can’t help him and this also won’t go anywhere....
Works on paper...
Thinking of T, part of me has considered having the type of relationship our star charts says we have, which is not main stream. That could have been the lifestyle, but beyond that too…what if fw...
Shifting energy
Maybe it’s because Mercury will be direct tomorrow, but I feel a shift. It feels like things are catching up to match what is here. Thoughts of living there with T seem like an almost distant mem...
New perspective maybe
First of all, I admit that I fantasize about meeting T all over again because of our chemistry. I miss him and censor myself in our conversations. We’ve reduced down to “What’s for dinner?” and t...
New perspective maybe
First of all, I admit that I fantasize about meeting T all over again because of our chemistry. I miss him and censor myself in our conversations. We’ve reduced down to “What’s for dinner?” and t...
Last night
Pizza with T was a typical situation with him behind and forgetting things. But the substance of it was what mattered. Held Evvy. We caught up on our happenings. I was so emotional and I asked hi...
Bobby
This will be the most positive entry I’ve written on here. Bobby and I go way back to 2013 when he helped me understand my friend’s suicide. Over the years, check ins have guided me in relations...
Unexpected
So R told me that he was set up with a hotel by his friend. Is it possible that it was by choice just in case…? Dunno. T reached out and confirmed tonight. I’m not afraid or anything because I c...
What just happened
I met him after getting through the workday. He remembered more about me than I of him. We talked, but I couldn’t feel comfortable and I craved that. I was very insecure and probably oversharing...
Continued
Mom can relate to my situation with L. She has also cut off people in ways because of mistreatment and misunderstandings. Maybe it’s dichotomous thinking, but maybe it serves a purpose for protec...
So confused
My friend L. She’s a Scorpio like me but the most non-Scorpio I’ve ever met. So unlike the sign that either she’s heavy in her ascendant energy or I’m not picking up on something. At least a week...
The biggest snapper ever!
That’s what dad and the walker said when we were at the pond. Dad was in the middle of explaining something beyond my comprehension with his INTPness and I saw it. Amazing. I interrupted him to p...
Boys
I thought the aurapalooza was today. It wasn’t. Thanking MR :P I instead purchased bags and gloves to clean up the neighborhood when I go on walks. After my appointment, T had me stop over to ge...
Target
No matter where I’ve lived, I came back to this city and shopped at that Target. I don’t even know why. Maybe it’s because it was near the house when Ricky and I were engaged. It was near the lak...
Cosyx
My mouth dropped when this came up today. I understand the spiritual workings of the person dealing with a condition that effects this, but this is the second time I’ve heard it. Once in my dream...
