Compliments. in The Napkin.

I was getting compliments on my hair yesterday and I guess it was throwing me off. I still, to this day, don't know how to react to compliments. I kind of freeze like a dear in the headlights, and end up thinking so hard of what to say and how it's making me feel that I usually don't say anything. I know better; it FEELS like an insult but I cognitively can tell the difference.

I guess as much as I want attention, I'd rather be invisible. Hrm. I want attention on my terms, perhaps