After weeks of agony I finally went in for the coposcopy and biopsy. I had no idea what to expect so I googled it. Big mistake. I stumbled upon a forum where girls discussed this procedure from hell and what a nightmare it was. The day before my appointment I thought I was starting my period early and was getting even more anxious because I read they won’t do the procedure if you’re on the rag, and as much as I was dreading having it done, the last thing I wanted to do was postpone it and worry even longer.
Either it was random bleeding or my period decided to temporarily hold off because there was no sign of blood when I went in to the Dr. Anyways, it wasn’t as bad as the horror stories that I had read. He took two biopsies and that wasn’t too bad, the worst part was when he “scraped” my cervix. That was as excruciating as it sounds. Ouch. Next thing I know I’m squirting out blood like a low-budget horror movie. Sorry for the visual! What hurt most was afterwards. Really bad cramping, seriously felt like I was in labor.
Bradley was off and he went with me of course, unfortunately I had my first day of clinicals and had to drive an hour to a hospital and do that for the next five hours.
Anyways, I asked the Dr if he could tell anything from what he saw. He said he couldn’t really tell much, he said he observed at least mild dysplasia (aka abnormal cells) but wouldn’t be able to really know the extent until he got the results back… in two weeks! Ughh I have to wait two more weeks. I am so tired of waiting. That’s the worst part. I go back Feb 17th, hopefully time will fly. I have not been sleeping at all. Which is fairly normal for me when school is in session, but the anxiety is far worse right now.
Thank you all for your kind notes and support! I don’t have a lot of people to talk to about this and PB is my biggest support group (which is kinda sad, isn’t it?)
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