Gender Indifference. in The Napkin.
- Jan. 28, 2015, 6:36 a.m.
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I used to think, “I’m a dude because I have a penis.” Now I see this was in part because I feel like there’s very little masculine about me. I feel far more feminine than masculine. Though, this could be exaggerated due to feelings of shame with my masculinity and a general disgust with the Male Status Quo. At best, I’m just a very feminine guy.
I’m not really all that attached to my gender. If I woke up tomorrow in a girl’s body, I’d probably just roll with it and say, “Well, guess I’m a girl now” and assume my personality stays more or less the same. I only hope I’d still have a nice ass.
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Fawkes Gal ⋅ February 03, 2015
hugs You know well how much I've been dealing with this. It's such a struggle to try and decide whether I genuinely do have the mind of a man, or whether I'm just incredibly dissatisfied with what is expected of "females" in our current society.
I went through years assuming I was a girl because I had a vagina. Now I'm wondering if whether wishing I didn't have a vagina actually makes me a guy, or if it just makes me a girl who wishes she wasn't a girl?
This shit is complicated, and it sucks that we are SO hooked on labels and labeling everything. It should be ok to just be a feminine man, or a masculine women, but society is just not there yet.
You would definitely still have a nice ass.
Timmy™ Fawkes Gal ⋅ February 03, 2015
If you woke up tomorrow in a boy's body, would you be happy, indifferent, or sad? I think this in itself is telling. You've expressed sadness at not having a penis. It's such a simple, small thing, isn't it? A penis? What if we lived in a magical world where you could POOF have a penis?
It's also okay if it's both, that you're dissatisfied with the female status quo, AND desire a change in genitals. They're separate, though related.
Fawkes Gal Timmy™ ⋅ February 17, 2015
If I woke up tomorrow in a boy's body, I would be so happy.
Unfortunately, that won't ever happen. Therein is my conundrum I suppose.
Timmy™ Fawkes Gal ⋅ February 18, 2015
:: hugs ::
I'm sorry you don't have a penis and large pendulous testicles.
Fawkes Gal Timmy™ ⋅ February 19, 2015
I don't think I'd go for large and pendulous, high and tight would be good with me. Gahhh... high and tight balls. I frickin' love balls. I think I need to write an explicit fic that is totally just ball worship. Balls don't get nearly enough attention.
I dated a guy once when I was in my early twenties, who had the most low-hanging balls I'd ever seen. He had the balls of a seventy year old man and he was only twenty three. I wonder what they look like now?
AnOrangeZebra ⋅ February 04, 2015