Burning Sensation. in The Napkin.

In theory, I like the rain. It’s calming.

Yet all week, I’ve been kind of off. Emotionally flat. Sad, lonely, not getting much excitement from life. Or, just not okay being bored existing.

Some people call this depression.

If is useful to you: depression is anger without enthusiasm.

Nope, not much enthusiasm here.

It rained two nights ago, and on again, I woke up with my eyes on fire. Same with this morning. Never had allergies until I moved to this okay state.

Sleep is still slightly interrupted. If waking up around 3-5 am, tossing and turning, and then waking up at noon counts as slightly. Sleeping 11 hours a night isn’t as great as it sounds.

I work, I sleep, sometimes half-ass a workout, and that’s it.

The sun is out, and it’s bright as fuck.

Here’s hoping it’s not the angry sun from SMB3.