Like most of y'all said, and I agree, I totally overreacted. Lucky for me, Bradley is a lot more understanding and forgiving than I am. He came over that next morning and we talked and I told him how sorry I was. And he said it's partially his fault for making me that way but that I gotta trust him because he's not doing anything wrong and never will. I wanted to believe him when it all went down. My heart was telling me, "you know he loves you Leigh, you know he's not doing anything wrong." But my brain was saying "no one can be 100% sure, you were sure before but got burnt, if you think he's doing wrong he probably is." Even though he acted super sketch at the time, everything made a lot of sense when we talked about it and everything. So things are great between us and we're happy.
Last week I had a lot of shitty things happen that I wrote about (i.e. the credit score plummeting, my insurance claims being denied, pay check being late, the whole Bradley thing, etc). But, besides a massive migraine that I've had for the past four days, things are looking up. For one, after I paid off and on a lot of credit cards my score is back up from 667 to 725 or something. Not as high as it was after that bullshit mishap, but that's a lot better. The obamacare bullshit still sucks. Blue Cross Blue Shield claims they fucked up and will be reimbursing me. Yeah, we will see. After a four day long migraine I finally went to a walkin clinic because I couldn't take it anymore and got charged $140 plus $89 for a shot that put in my butt. Despite having to drop almost $250 unexpectedly, my migraine has finally gone away. Thank God! I haven't been able to work or do homework all week.
Oh and the best news of all, hows about I got a job offer for a job I didn't even apply to/know about! A lady that used to do the trainings with me for my job now apparently got a new job working for a private foster care non-profit agency. She offered me a part time position at $25 an hour. Right now I make $22/hour. I'm considering doing both jobs. We don't "need" the money, but it would make life a lot easier. I don't know what i'm going to do. Right now I have the luxury of making my own schedule, working from home (besides the traveling I do). So I don't know if I want to give that up to work in an office again, but she said they are super flexible and as long as I get my 20 hours in then it doesn't matter what hours I choose to work. Hmmm I have until next week to decide. It'd be a lot easier if I wasn't entering into the dietetics program this summer. I really want to focus on that, and don't know if I can working two part time jobs and taking care of both kids, since we will have full custody of Zion once school is out.
In other news, the weight loss is going really good. Here is a before and after.. this is a really old "before". But I didn't take a before pic before I started the phentermine. I am back in my size 6 jeans and starting to feel a lot better about myself. This is about 4 weeks difference and with no exercise (since my meniscus is torn and I can't do anything and obamacare has failed me again and won't pay for the orthopedist).
My fav size 6 AE jeans!
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