Well I shoulda known after bragging on Bradley he'd do something to piss me off, but I'll get to that later.
So last entry (just a couple of days ago) I was devastated because my credit plummeted due to some bullshit that wasn't my fault. Ok, well I got even more disheartening news when my doctor's office called me to tell me my insurance (Obamacare) denied the claims from my two visits there and I owe almost $300! What the F?? How the F could the deny a regular dr visit? So I call BlueCross Blue Shield.. They claim the Dr is out of network. Really? Because on the site it says she's in network. Still, at this very moment she is still listed as "in network." Also, not to mention, the receptionist called BlueCross BlueShield at my first appointment to verify that they are in network and BCBS said "yes!". Soooo what's the problem? I'm so pissed. Why am I paying a monthly premium only to pay out of pocket anyway?? Such bullshit.
So I've talked to two different people from BCBS and still no resolution, I keep getting told that they will "call me back." Riiight. AKA they're hoping I just forget about it and move on. Um not going to happen, I'm probably going to have to get knee surgery, obviously I can't pay that out of pocket, so this needs to get resolved. Like ASAP.
In addition to all that, my company is seriously behind on my paycheck. This happens all the time. I work for a non-profit based out of Atlanta. I am contracted and work down in South Georgia, so I don't have an "office" to go to or a boss that I see everyday. They also don't offer direct deposit. So I have to wait for my paycheck in the mail Pay Day is every 1, 15 of each month. I didn't get the March 1st paycheck until like March 22 and I have yet to get the the March 15th paycheck. I am broke phi broke right now. Like seriously. Also, I do a lot of traveling for my job, so I pay for the gas then have to wait to be reimbursed when I get paid. So I'm fronting all this money then have to wait ten years to get paid my salary plus the mileage. It's really fucking annoying.
In light of all my bitching, I do have one bit of good news. I went to the Dr. back on March 5th to get a refill on some prescriptions and the dr also gave me a prescription for Adapex (aka diet pills) and when I went today, just 3 weeks later, she told me I've lost ten pounds! Hell to the yeah. I never look at the scale when they weigh me, so I didn't know what I weighed initially or what I weighed today. I was going to ask anyway because I did figure I had lost some because when I was getting ready for work yesterday it was abnormally cold (why is it STILL cold in South Georgia at the end of March anyways?!?). Anyways, so I was going to wear some dress pants I hadn't worn in a while and they were literally falling off of me! I was like hail yeah. I thought maybe I was just being delusional, so I was glad to get a confirmation that I really have lost weight. I don't take the pills everyday bc the side effects can be annoying (insomnia, irritability, increased heart rate, etc). But even when I'm not on the pill, I've gotten accustomed to not eating excessively. If my knee wasn't fucked up then I could be exercising too and losing even more weight. But I did get a referral to see an orthopedist so hopefully I can finally get this taken care of! I'm tired of not being able to work out!!
And finally let's talk about how much Bradley pissed me off yesterday. Yesterday Bradley had the day off so I took the day off with him. It started off rough because the Dr called me that morning to tell me about my insurance being denied. So anyways, he's like "lets go get lunch and make you feel better." Well it was all good until I was looking at his phone because I saw that he had gotten the new iOs update and I wanted to see the difference because I still hadn't done it. Let me preface this with he has never been that paranoid guy who always has his phone, won't tell me the password, takes his phone to take a shit so I won't go through it. He always leaves it hanging around, I have his password but I never go through it because, well, I don't feel a need to at all. So anyway, I'm just looking at his phone, not in the email or texts or anything, just the user interface and he literally snatches the phone out of my hands in the middle of the restaurant. I'm like "what the fuck?!?!?". Seriously?? When I had his phone a text had come through from one of his clients that said her calves were sore. Ok. I didn't care. It's whatever, he already told me earlier that he ran all his clients through a hard leg workout, so I didn't take it in a bad way. He claims he thought I was going to try and start shit with the client via text on his phone. Really? Have I ever been known to do that kinda shit? NO! I don't do that. Why would I start shit with her? I have no problem. Unless there's something I should have a problem about? Sketch as fuck! So then I'm sitting there pissed the fuck off and he proceeds to keep texting back and forth. I'm like "WHAT THE FUCK? Who are you on a date with? Me or her?" He's all "sorry she was just telling me some juicy stuff about David (another one of his clients who is gay and a sex offender who does a lot of f'd up stuff.) I'm like who the fuck cares. I'm sitting here pissed off because you just overreacted to me having your phone and all you can do is text some bitch. Oh hail no. I was so pissed, I dropped him off at his house and went home. Then later I guess he thinks we're cool (don't know why he would fucking think that) and saying he's going to come over. I'm like "umm fuck no." Then he claims I always think negative and that maybe there was a "good surprise" he didn't want me to see. HAHA LMAO. RiIIGGGHHHTT! Sure. How DUMB do you think I am? If that was the case, why didn't you say that then? First you say you didn't want me to talk shit to the client, now your excuse is you have some "surprise" for me. Well which one is it? I'm gonna go out on a limb and say NEITHER! There was trust issues and stuff at the beginning, like when he first got out of prison. But since then I've never had any reason to doubt him. He never gave me a reason to. He doesn't go out to bars and stuff with friends, he's not on his phone 24/7 texting or hiding it, he's shown no signs of being unfaithful. So this incident was extremely out of character, which makes me even more suspicious. I don't know where to go from here. The whole thing doesn't add up and his explanations sound like bullshit to me.
sigh I saw some church sign today that said something along the lines of "through the misery there are blessings.." Okay.. I've had nothing but a series of unfortunate events here lately so I'm still waiting on those alleged blessings.
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