I've been wanting to write. I come to Prosebox everyday. OD will always be #1 in my heart, but I like coming here and finding new, interesting people. I have nothing really interesting to say, hence why I've come here everyday but haven't written in a few weeks.
Things have actually been really good. Bradley and I are back to our old lovey-dovey, sickening couple selves. I'm glad we were able to work through our problems. Despite the issues we face, at the end of the day, I know I am lucky to have a guy like him. No one else compares. I know it probably sounds like I have to deal with a lot (with the legal stuff) but I like to think "would I want a man like this for my daughter?" and I would be happy if she found someone who treated her like Bradley treats me. He's a gentleman, all the time. Not just when we're alone, but no matter where we are or who we're around. He's always putting me and Cassidy first. He doesn't do stupid shit like spending bill money on nonessential items. He always opens my door and pulls out my chair. I'm as liberated as the next chick, but I'm also as southern as a turnip green and expect a man to do those things. He works hard and continues to try and defy the statistics and not just become another felon in and out of the prison system. He pisses me off sometimes (i.e. wiping the 21 year old son's butt) but I love him regardless.
I'm really down right now though because my credit just got totally f'd. The day I turned 18 I applied for a credit card so I could start establishing credit. I've had several credit cards and loans through the years. I've never been late, I've always paid them off. I've always been super responsible with money (maybe this is why it pisses me off so much how the oldest son spends his money willy nilly and doesn't seem to care he almost ruined my credit). Anyways, today I get an email from CreditKarma telling me that I am delinquent on my Chase account. And I'm thinking "what the hell, I haven't had a Chase account in YEARS." So I call Chase to see what's going on, I am 30+ days delinquent on my account for a $14.00 payment. What? The fuck? This credit card expired on 8/2011. I haven't reactivated it since then. Apparently when I bought something on Amazon back in January instead of going to my debit card it went to this old ass expired credit card. I was not aware of this. How could an expired card accept a transaction? Anyways, long story short my credit score just plummeted from 740 to 668. I'm just devastated. I take my credit score very seriously. Bradley's sucks, so it's really up to me when it comes to that kind of stuff. I talked to Chase and they were totally unforgiving and did nothing to help me. I made the payment (obvi) but it just makes me sick to think my credit score sucks now because of a $14.00 charge on a credit card I knew nothing about.
I'm trying to be positive and quit fretting about it because there's nothing I can do but move forward. But it hurts to know 9 years of being responsible just got shitted down the drain. sigh
Other than that nothing else is new. School, work, Cassidy. That's pretty much my life. I stopped the adipex for a while because it was making my heart rate reonkulous. I ran a 5k last weekend (well mostly walked bc turns out I do have a torn meniscus) and just running for a few minutes my heart rate was like 203. My heart rate is NEVER that high. Ever. During super high intensity exercise it might get up to 190, but usually is like 183. It stayed in the 190's, even when I was walking because my knee hurt so bad. I was scared I would have a heart attack. So I've cooled out on those. I have a referral to go see an orthopedist so I can finally get my knee fixed.
Here's a couple of pics:
Cassidy and I went to a tea party thing at a Church last weekend. They had an antique bridal gown fashion show during it and it was actually pretty cool.. we didn't get a pic together though :(
And here's a goofy pic of Cassidy and Daddy getting ready for "mustache day":
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