Park Row Fallout ⋅ 40 ⋅

Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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I had originally planned this entry out. And then life got in the way. And then it got more in the way. And so the plan turned into a vague idea. And then I got home and wanted to say more ...


BECAUSE today is December 17th, I am personally guaranteeing I will write more than one entry today! That said, I should start this entry with last night! The temperature again went from “in t...


I write too much, I know. There was a TODAY entry found here. And a “Overthinking and Music” entry with restricted access. But I got some less than awesome news and my research regarding that...


Eight different ways to begin this just charged through my mind at once. I am here to discuss something which, many years ago, I may have left as a vague-ish nothing on facebook. It appears, ev...


November 18, 2024

:( in Whatever Will Be Will Be

It is when I know that I absolutely positively have to be awake at a certain time… that I cannot sleep at all. Which is compounded by a throat I can actually feel getting sore due to whatever is...


November 16, 2024

11-16 in Whatever Will Be Will Be

That moment when you are drunk, exhausted, and horny. But still emotionally confident that ending your relationship was the right thing to do. Frankly, says a lot. When “God, I wish there was ...


November 09, 2024

NOJOMO 9 in Whatever Will Be Will Be

Prompt: Pretend you’re a critic and review a book or movie of your choice. Heh! When I was 14, my entrepreneurial aunt wanted to really encourage me to look into what it meant to “work for your...


September 30, 2024

RANDOM BLURB in Whatever Will Be Will Be

Full entry upcoming, as ever, but… theater… acting… is such a weird experience. People with Julliard Backgrounds struggling to be more than just “Dude in Commercial”. Actors like D.B. Woodside ...


I realized that what I was going to share here first could easily be marked as Spam. I would hope that my having had a paid membership since the option began and my now 10 years of writing woul...


September 13, 2024

Depressing in Whatever Will Be Will Be

So, I had about three paragraphs written. Some emotionally honest. Some deeply legal. I fucked up at work, I don’t feel good, and I have a lot to do. I wanted to call in sick today because I...


September 07, 2024

Enraged in Whatever Will Be Will Be

I am fucking furious!!! Because international acts don’t come to Iowa, in order to see them- people from this state have to travel out of State. This is logical and unfortunate as fuck. But for ...


So, last night I needed to get things taken care of in order to be ready. I didn’t get nearly as much done as I had wanted to! I still needed to unload the dishwasher and pack for the trip. I...


August 19, 2024

Quel Sera in Whatever Will Be Will Be

The weekend… happened. It was okay. Spent Friday with Hermia and Brad and made them watch Muppet Treasure Island. Spent Saturday evening with Hermia and we rekindled the physical aspects of ou...


I’ve been in something of a slump today. I’ve done… most of the work I needed to do today. I haven’t done some of the e-mail work partly because it would be too laborious and would irritate the...


This morning was full of multiple individuals with terrible problems regarding violence. Even down to a 15 year old who picked up adult charges for just beating the hell out of a gas station emp...


So… Monday, I didn’t have a working computer because I.T. fucked up and prevented our ENTIRE Attorney’s Office from accessing ANY of our work product. A fuck up that lasted the entire day on Mond...


Of course… things didn’t turn out great and… as should not be surprising, a lot of it focused on Brad’s behavior. As ever. I was meeting Hermia, her mom, and Brad at the restaurant. I got there...


Honest question to readers: If I have a lot to write about things including relationship, partner’s child, and the show… is it better in one SUPER SIZE entry or multiple little entries? Which is...


One of the things I was always told about America and Free Speech is that, “Isn’t it wonderful that we live in a country where you can criticize the President, make fun of the President, and not ...


I have often discussed my fight against Toxic Masculinity. I have had to argue against both men and women that such a thing even exists. I have had to both admit that the patriarchy exists whil...


Tuesday, May 21, 2024 Today has been a day of much. And a day of little. I stayed up late as I knew I could set out on my quest later in the morning. This was, perhaps, best as there were terrib...


Well… truth is I had set aside time to write in here. I am genuinely worried because the way my mind works - the longer it takes me to write the entry I want to write, the less I’ll remember. Th...


May 05, 2024

Bark in Whatever Will Be Will Be

I will 100% share the entry I wrote before my trip and share an entry about my trip. But I wanted to say… I couldn’t pick my dog up until tomorrow.... and me, solo, in this house, without my pupp...


You know how I’ve just been… abysmally down about work lately? They’ve started “a long over due” construction issue. Which means, around our offices, loud machines active throughout the entire da...


Sadly, this is neither an “About Time” as in something expected but delayed happened. Nor is this “About Time” the Rachel McAdams film from 2013. Nor is it the K-Drama originally titled “Meomc...