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I don’t want to do this today. I don’t want to linger in this surreal and overwhelming world of loss and regret. I want to be surrounded by beautiful happiness, sunshine and laughter and children...

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Is there a standalone term for not sticking the landing? I can’t think of it. It occurs to me that may be the case and I don’t know what to do with the information.

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No mistakes in the tango, Donna. Not like life

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I think today was a mostly lost, but recovered at the last moment. Which is fun, because I headed out of the house so confident. It has been my observation through the years that women are the mo...

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One of those mornings. I can feel it.

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It is still unconstitutional and illegal to discriminate based on color of skin. If you disagree with that, guess what that makes you? There’s no such thing as good racial discrimination and bad ...

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A little song. A little dance. Batman’s head on a lance. You had to be there. And by there I mean here. And by here I mean in my head. Because it was just a random fly by thought with no meaning....

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We are all going to die, all of us! What a circus! That alone should make us love each other, but it doesn’t. We are terrorized and flattened by trivialities. We are eaten up by nothing. -Charles...

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Pulling out this morning I glanced over at the neighbors’ drive. usually they are up and around before me, setting up to go to work. Not sure what he does. This morning, it was dead quiet. I even...

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I know it’s a two hour video. I’ve been watching a bunch of stuff on India lately due to meeting Indian immigrants and realizing I know almost nothing about their history. Fascinating stuff. Tru...

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One good moment followed by days of negative reaction. I am trying.

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I would love a big greasy breakfast burrito right now.

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The question in my mind is what were you searching for? What did you hope to see? Did you find what you were looking for or were you merely reaching out believing you were not exposing yourself? ...

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Not really sure why entering my weight and age makes me run slower, Precor? If the wheel goes roundy roundy, that’s a fixed distance, right? What’s with all the fat shaming?

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Yesterday was a good day. I am Jack’s blissfully contented and hopeful spirit.

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If things go good today, I will be eating a greasy burger and fries with malt vinegar tonight. I pray it’s so.

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Today I feel muddled and unprepared. I lost my motivation this weekend and spent the whole time reacting and jumping from one responsibility to the next. I don’t like that. Monday is always my be...

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Some people’s kids.

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Run along and hit the block button, baby. We live in a nation of children who can’t handle being disagreed with.

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You don’t realize the ever encroaching pressure an individual exerts on your actions and personality until the pressure is lifted. You begin to revert to your old habits, to smile more, to joke m...

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Dreamt last night about an employee who is pushy and manipulative and passive aggressive. She was harassing me in that unpleasant, tiresome way she has. I unloaded on her, in a nonviolent way wit...

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Apparently the secret to losing weight is cookies and cake and hotdogs and hamburgers and sloppy Joe. Haven’t lost weight for over a week. I pig out the last two days and drop a pound.

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Columbo you are not.

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Sometimes victory comes in like a rush of elephants. Sometimes it falls like a soft rain on a warm day.

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It’s been over two months. I can feel the stress building inside me like a dark acidic bath, washing my guts and leaving me searching for relief.

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