Timmy™ ⋅ 41 ⋅
My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.
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Timmy Will Rise Again. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Like the drop-off when you're expecting a positive emotion, perhaps relief or elation or excitement, but instead find yourself sad, empty, and even a little anxious. Over two months since I gave...
Necessary Lies. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
We create vast worlds of fiction for ourselves because the coldness of reality is too much to take. Whether it's absorbing ourselves in a fandom, triumphing some facet of life (family, fame, for...
More Naked Time. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
And it hits me that the last time I really wrote was right before I worked nine days straight while the boss lady was on vacation. And then I remember what I did the last day of those three days...
Naked Time. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Went nude beaching. Totally and completely worth it. For years, I wanted to go, but Candi was always too self-conscious to go. Stick in the mud. Elissa and I pretty much have the same level o...
The Fourth on the Fifth. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I feel sorry for all the people who had their parties on Friday. The weather yesterday was RIDICULOUSLY NICE. Kind of pissed me off how I woke up with a headache. How does one wake up with a h...
Bangin` Sausage #1. in Cooking with Timmy!
So, a long time ago in a land far far away, I got a fuck-ton of sausage on sale for two and a half bucks. I said to myself, "Wow, that's a lot of cheap sausage." followed shortly by, "Wow, I do...
Write your story. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
One of the best metaphors I've come across as for our sense of self is that we are the ongoing story that we write for ourselves. Far more than an image, we portray ourselves as the result of al...
Still excited. in The Napkin.
Okay, fine fine. I'll take pictures next time BEFORE I put Tattoo Goo on it.
Pictures are moments in time. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Rearranging things and found a bunch of pictures of Candi and I. Got to me a little. Five years, man, five years. Occasionally, I get told how it's a "big deal" how I broke up with my fiancee....
Look, look, my tattoo. in The Napkin.
Still excited. Still admiring it. Cuz why not?
Jesus, I sound like an afterschool special. WATCH AS TIMMY EXPERIENCES NEEDLE-THRASHING PAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME. Of COURSE, I pick a spot that's massively sensitive (hipbone) and makes you pani...
Prelude to Tattoo. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
So I got around to making an appointment to get my first tattoo. Physically driving there and walking inside was literally the hardest part. I've actually gotten better at improvising social in...
Eat a dick. in The Napkin.
Even consider how the phrase “eat a dick” is not an insult if taken literally? If you tell a girl, “eat a dick”, you’re basically telling her to hunt rogue penises AND EAT THEM. That’s pretty e...
Kittylove. in The Napkin.
I love waking up in the middle of the night and seeing both my cats snuggled up at the foot of my bed, usually between my legs, as I tend to sleep on my back. During the day, they chase each oth...
Sigh. in The Napkin.
When my days are full, I'm anxious. And now that I have a legitimate week off, I'm sad and anxious, just the same.
On Porn. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
All things considered, if it weren't for internet porn, I'd be vastly undereducated in the Sexual Arts and Sciences. Of course, it's more than just porn, but shh, I like being lewd and fucking w...
Taco Beef #2 in Cooking with Timmy!
Or, really, a recipe for sausage and peppers used timmy-style into taco beef. 1 lb ground beef 1 lb ground turkey Olive oil of some kind 1 yellow bell pepper, minced 1 red bell pepper, minced ...
Progress. in The Napkin.
I have yesterday's workout and today's workout that I need to post, but I'll get to that tonight. Today's the 16th? That means this is day 6 of 21 day. (Cuz it takes 21 days to make a habit.) ...
Taco Beef #1 in Cooking with Timmy!
Was heading into the gym, thinking about what odds and ends I wanted from the grocery story. I thought about how I wanted taco stuff afterwards. I have seasoning powder, but for once, I decided...
Balance in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Moderation may be a theme I've known for a long time, but it's quite apt when applied to EVERYTHING. For a very long time, I've self-identified as a sub. Yet in relationships, I end up taking o...
Exile. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Was reminded of a conversation I had with Cliff well over a decade ago. We were talking about how alone we feel. But he took issue with me. He pointed out how he had been categorically ostraci...
The Stand. in The Napkin.
Meditating further, morals are one of the few things I have to stand on. My likes and dislikes are very fuzzy and don't mean much to me. But at the very core of my being, I have to know I'm a "...
Mondays. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
An anxious day. A paralyzing day. Thoughts and counterthoughts. No alcohol, instead caffeine. Interesting how it kind of has the same effect. I can't think myself through it, so instead I di...
A chance. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I've known manic depressive people, and their manic phases always felt FAR more energetic than this. That's why I don't think it's that, just pervading depression. No matter what mood I'm in, o...
So I take pictures of my cats. in The Napkin.
