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My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.

How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.

Samwise The Brave, "The Two Towers"

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Somewhere between “Kill’em all and let God sort them out” and “Quarantine forever until this goes away!” And “We can’t let our small businesses die.” And “Karen, can you wear a facemask for two s...


Common logic seems to be to cut ties with those that are toxic. I get it. They are not helping your psyche, nor can you help them. So, you let them go. So I dub thee toxic. Thou art toxic. Wh...


Ah Music. Yes, Capital M. With all my cyclic thoughts and feelings, I tend to be careful, as the last thing I want is a song stuck in my head at the end of the day. Even a song I like. I rememb...


Or HA, PENIS! If you prefer. I was going to write an entry on alcoholism and depression, but as I was prewriting in my head, the preface of the types of happiness seemed to be a bit long-winded ...


I think I forgot the value of such a forum. Romanticizing, and then remembering how toxic the chasing of attention is, especially in a world obsessed with likes. But the virtue is there. I quiet...


November 26, 2020

1461 in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.

Holy Heh-Zeus, that’s a lot of unread bookmarks! I have so much to say, yet I’m still so scared to speak. Been utilizing my old journal. You know, pen and paper. Helps a bit, but there’s a pla...


November 26, 2018

I am DaddyCat. in The Napkin.

Kid: Gets upset at the smallest thing, and does anything to get in trouble. Also the kid: Complete soldier after biting her tongue and inside of her cheek. The dental numbness is wearing off, ...


Noon: Feed the child half a can of chicken noodle soup. Says she is full. 2 PM: Says she is hungry. Tell her to wait until dinner. 4 PM: Says she is hungry. Tell her to wait until dinner. 7...


November 22, 2018

Tomboy. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.

So, the 7 year old was complaining that someone called her a tomboy. Because she was doing “boy things”. I told her there’s no such thing as boy things or girl things. Just kid things. Boys c...


September 05, 2018

On Umbrellas. in The Napkin.

Walked the kids to school this morning, as usual. Seconds out, we realized it was raining. That’s fine, I snagged two umbrellas for us. I said two. One for each kid. Figured I would endure t...


I didn’t want to agree with her. But, I fear we are heading towards the end-times. I’m atheist, so I’m not concerned with religious shit. Tashy has a point. Our last President was black. And...


January 17, 2018

31B in The Napkin.

Tashina and I got approved for our new apartment! WOOOOO! 3 bed, 2 bath, washer/dryer hook-up. Playground and pool. For 795/month. We got the last 1st floor available. There still needs som...


December 18, 2017

Tashy. in The Napkin.

Ten days until I see her. I’m so excited. She loves me. Her kids love me. Her parents seem okay with me. Her niece and nephew ask about me. That’s important. I may be Jersey Strong, but my heart ...


November 29, 2017

Oh yeah. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.

Should probably annotate that Tashina and I got back together a week and half ago. I’m flying down to Oklahoma centering around New Year’s. Excited? Oh yes.


I feel like I’m still five years old again. I “outgrew” being shy, but only in the sense I risk shooting my mouth off. Saying something that embarrasses me. I don’t think I’ll ever figure out soc...


November 07, 2017

oops. in The Napkin.

I think I overdid the perfume today. I wear Dove, to keep the manstink down. And uh, I have this really nice smelling perfume. And yes, I know chicks can reek. Gasp, chicks smell of body odor? Bu...


November 02, 2017

Israel. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.

Not really a secret I don’t get along with my dad. He’s heading to Israel tomorrow. To be clear, he’s far from Jewish - he’s Indian. As in, ya know, that country with a billion people. (Hate h...


I work with a girl that is hearing impaired. She slurs a lot, but she’s obviously highly intelligent. It’s just interesting. I default to spanish on the line, even with white folk. I’ve learned h...


Right: I want guns and the confederate flag. Left: I’m triggered. Me: I’m going to walk away now. (I still think I lean left. It’s just frustrating to see friends say shit that makes you go “...


No, seriously. I’ve been lucky to befriend some secure Women who will share things. But when it comes up in mixed company? Well, clearly guys can’t understand. (I’ve been told this over and o...


TNG fanfic: Comedy goldmine. But I needed a hook. An emotional arc. I’ve written about my childhood. I’ve written about exgirlfriends. I’ve written about suicidal thoughts. But there’s one ...


That means it’s time for NaNoWriMo. I’ve been brainstorming a bit about how to proceed with my next novel. Thinking to the past about what has worked and what hasn’t. Last year’s “first act” wa...


My Boss is a both concerned, and a little annoyed that I’ve called out two days in a row. But this will pass, this will all pass. I think I hit bottom yesterday. That’s a good thing. Now I t...


Part of me wants to die. My saving grace is my Boss Lady cares for me. I have no family. But I can turn to her.


October 18, 2017

The Next Novel in The Napkin.

I think I should do a TNG fanfic. I’m just a guy, living in a world. And all of a sudden Data appears. I could play the role of the “everyman” Or everywoman, whatever. NaNoWriMo is a tradition...


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