Timmy™ ⋅ 41 ⋅
My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.
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Tradition. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
If only we could create our own. Well, technically, you can. Whenever I move into somewhere new, I order Dominos. (Okay, any pizza will do.) I decided to create a tradition, and so I did it. ...
The Song Remains The Same. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
There seem to people who have an innate drive or desire to reinvent themselves. Always chasing something new, something exciting. Never content to be sitting still, in the same place whether ph...
Reconstruction: Week 1, Lower A. in Exerbabble III
Wednesday, June 30th, 2021 Crux: 8:41 AM - 9:38 AM (57 minutes) Yesterday's nutrition: Too much chocolate after the sun went down. Sleep: Good. Front Squat: 8 @ 45 lbs 8 @ 55 lbs 8 @ 65 lbs 8...
Reconstruction: Week 1, Upper A in Exerbabble III
Tuesday, June 29th, 2021 Crux: 6:37AM - 7:42 AM (65 minutes) Yesterday's nutrition: Too much chocolate after the sun went down. Sleep: Four hours sans any alarm, but awoke really refreshed. L...
Internal Chronometer. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I noticed years ago an ability to tell myself when to wake up in the morning. “Oh, wake up at 6 am” I’d set an alarm anyway, yet I’d wake up a few minutes before it. Tell myself to sleep in? ...
Whatever. in The Napkin.
Not as dire as Friday. Feels.... going through the motions? No, that’s not quite it. Stoic bottled rage? Annoyance? Sleeping well. Eating reasonably. Haven’t missed a workout. Maybe it’s ...
Depression is anger without enthusiasm. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I really hope there is no afterlife, because immortality or otherwise being forced to live sounds like hell. At least in death we get finality. That’s it. No post-credit scene. A conclusion. ...
Potato. in The Napkin.
When you wake up early feeling good. Eat a healthy breakfast. Get to the gym and have a good workout. Eat a tasty and healthy lunch before eleven. And. Have no desire to do anything. Not s...
Show up. in Exerbabble III
The worst routine done pedal to the metal is still better than the best routine done half-assed. Concurrently, the best routine is the one you actually do. And. From personal observation across ...
Reconstruction. in Exerbabble III
No, no, not that boring part of US History. It has been years since I had any consistency in the gym. So many starts and stops in the past five years. Seems so long since I was a registered gym...
Rosacea. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I’m just assuming this will go away eventually. The google-fu that doxycycline hyclate is used to treat rosacea, well. Eye doctor(s) today suspect rosacea. At least I’ll be going from 100mg tw...
Happy Summer Solstice. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Somewhere between ignore and oblivious, I generally don’t participate in hallmark holidays. Or holidays in general, unless it is of my own volition. Huh, maybe that’s why it bugs me, right there...
Natty. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
So anyway, I recall many years ago a coworker asked me how I always had so much energy. At the time, I didn’t have an clear answer. I told Ariel something like “Um, I just get up and go?” Accu...
The Whites of My Eyes. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I haven’t seen them completely in three years. I have a feeling, a good feeling, that this may the end of the levels of puffiness or otherwise bloodshot eyes I have endured. After the eye doctor...
Emergency Contacts. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Had my first of many eye appointments earlier this morning. Dilation drops still haven’t worn off, so here’s hoping I don’t have too many typos. (If you can’t type with your eyes closed, can yo...
It's just a menu. in The Napkin.
When you notice an attractive age-appropriate mother and daughter and you’re seriously not sure who you are supposed to be attracted to. When you get old enough to have back pain, these things ha...
Balancing Cofactor. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Tashy came by this afternoon to collect more things. It’s a slow process, obviously. Over a year, and there’s still things here. I asked her if she was surprised at how little I brought with m...
I wash my epidermis. in The Napkin.
I’ll consider this the better end of depression considering I’m back up to three showers a day. Post-sleep, post-gym, post-work. As opposed to feeling so bad mentally that I can’t find the stren...
Here's to perfect eyesight and a full head of hair.* in The Napkin.
Ever go outside and feel like someone is throwing salt into your eyes? That’s my life now. Indoors isn’t much easier. Eyes weren’t that bad last month. Definitely not THIS bad. Sobriety is sup...
Follicles. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
So, I was taking my morning “quick shower”, though it ended up not being a quickie. Even if I don’t sweat at night, something about a two minute shower before getting dressed feels nice. Genita...
Cautious Optimism. in The Napkin.
Fifth day of workies in a row. Fourth doing my actual job. Today marks no occurrences of blistering anxiety. No, that’s not the right wording. It’s a feeling where you COULD have a panic attack...
Xenophobia. in The Napkin.
No idea if pre-anxiety is a thing. I was in good spirits this morning. Energetic isn’t really the word, more like drive. “Oh, I’ll do this, okay then this, don’t forget this.” It’s rare I bo...
It's either the shirt in The Napkin.
or the coin. Every time I wear this shirt, I get a job offer. I was actually offered a higher wage than I expected. Talk about me underselling myself internally. While I’m sure anxiety will h...
Galloping Abz. in The Napkin.
I never fail to be amused by this. Maybe my true calling was bad erotica…
Short Interviews. in The Napkin.
Are a really good sign or a really bad sign. In this case, the former. While I was wearing my lucky interview shirt (seriously have always gotten an offer while wearing it), I’m curious whether ...
