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I’m 13weeks1day and I am really struggling. I don’t know what my problem is but I just can’t seem to get it together. I know hormonal changes is a part of pregnancy, but how I’ve been feeling is ...

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After nearly two years of trying, I am pregnant! I’m typing this on my phone at work, so it’ll be brief. Before I get into that, there’s a few other noteworthy events since my last post.. in May...

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It’s probably been close to a year since I updated. I was still following my bookmarks on here for a while, but see I’m about 500 entries behind! yikes. Anywhoozle, I will just do a year in revie...

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Whoops. Five months ago I wrote saying I’d write more, and here we are. I blinked and it’s January. So much has happened since I wrote last. For anyone who’s followed me since OD or back in the e...

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EDIT: Thank you all for the sweet comments! I didn’t realize anyone read me/remembered me! I have crawled out of the stone ages and left photo bucket and got a imgur, so hopefully y’all can see t...

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I really need to start updating more. I guess I say that every entry. In my last entry I had just turned 30 and my maternity leave was coming to an end :(. I was seriously hoping to just stay at ...

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Last Monday I turned 30 cringe. I was reading old OpenDiary birthday entries from years past. Yikes. Depressing much? Every birthday entry was pretty much the same - vowing to have a more success...

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Yesterday I had my 6 week postpartum checkup. I was actually looking forward to it because on Friday Bradley and I worked out for the first time and I felt like I ripped my stitches open. I had b...

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Thanks so much for all the nonjudgmental advice on the induction. I was on the fence about it, but decided to go ahead and get induced at 39w1day and I am so glad I did! This labor and delivery w...

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Well here I am. 39 weeks pregnant with no end in sight. Actually, I’m just being dramatic. There is an end in site, but I don’t know if I’m ready for it. I went to the doctor today and was disapp...

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So I’m 38 weeks today. I have been trying everything to induce labor with no luck. I was having some major contractions and back pain yesterday and ended up going to the Dr. They hooked me up to ...

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Ok this is literally my fifth time trying to sit down and actually finish this entry. I’m 36 weeks pregnant and feeling every bit of it. I still don’t understand people who actually like being pr...

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OMG to say I’m overwhelmed and exhausted would be an understatement. Last Tuesday we closed on our new house! I still can’t believe I own my own home. It is scary and I got serious cold feet righ...

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Omg. I feel like my head is going to explode. I woke up at 3:00am just stressing about this situation and haven’t been able to sleep since. Now I’m at work and it’s still on my mind and won’t go ...

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When Cassidy’s biological “dad” left me high and dry at about 3 months pregnant, I was devastated to say the least. It took me many, many years and lots of reckless decisions to finally deal with...

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So I’m 29 weeks today and I am feeling it. I really shouldn’t complain because this pregnancy has been pretty uneventful - especially compared to the patients I see every day who have a laundry l...

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So in my last entry I talked about how I got approved for a home loan but Bradley didn’t and how I was hesitant to ask my dad to co-sign. Well, my dad came to visit and he actually OFFERED to co-...

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I’m slightly more stable since my last erratic entry. The idea of having a boy and a child isn’t sounding as horrendous as it did when I first found out a few weeks ago. I want to thank ya’ll for...

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We just found out the sex of the baby. Fucking boy. I can’t stop crying. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know where all this is fucking coming from. I should be on my way to work, bu...

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One of my dear friends reminded me I need to update this thing, so here I am :P Ok, so I’m almost 16 weeks pregnant. O_o Crazy. This pregnancy is going by slowly. I know it’s been a while since I...

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So this happened… Yup. I found out a little over a week ago. I know in my last entry (like four months ago) I wrote about trying to conceive, but since then I had pretty much given up. Really a...

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Geez it’s been like three months since I’ve updated. Sorry, my life is pretty repetitive and not really noteworthy. Well, I left off on here talking about TTC. Well we are on TTC cycle #3 and sti...

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Well after an agonizing 2 and a half weeks I finally had my post-op appointment to get my results back from the procedure. I have had so much anxiety about it and had braced myself for the worst....

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Geez, I didn’t realize it’s been so long since I’ve updated. So much has happened.. On my last entry I left off on the possibility of Zion moving. This turned into a major fiasco, all because Zio...

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I went to the obgyn a few weeks ago after the Women’s Health Medicaid was approved. We booked my pre-op and procedure date and I was supposed to be having it done tomorrow. But, apparently somebo...

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