Mood Forecast: Decent in Current Events

My cat woke me up this morning by falling on my face. I don’t know what he was trying to do with his life or how he managed to free fall on my face but it happened. He’s chunky yet funky and it hurt. He was trying to come in for a cuddle. He’s my cuddle buddy. I woke up feeling good though. My life is falling apart and I’m feeling good? I should be chicken little. I feel ambitious, I just want to go for a run. Damn snow.

In a world where everything is not about me, Toni told me about her anxiety over dinner. It’s been really bad because her lease is up in three months and she refuses to renew it. Basically, I don’t appear to be ready to move so that is why she has been lining up other options. That makes perfect sense. She really wants to move in with me but if I’m not ready she is prepared to explore another option. I think she feels better getting that off her chest. I don’t blame her one bit. She’s counting on me. So I have two months to be ready enough to move because we should be looking for an apartment around at that time. No pressure. It could be a month before I even get a payday. Then I have a probation period. ok! I’m starting to think too big again. When I think, I sink.

My mood might be changing soon. My roommates are packing up Christmas and Matt is in a cleaning mode so everybody keeps invading my space. I love that for me lol. I’ll cope. I want to dust off my budget book and my day planner and start planning my next steps. Skyrim has been my escape and I will have to put that to rest now. Well, I can find a balance anyway.