Madi in ❅journal 2019❅

I’m going to explain what happened on Christmas. So, in my past entry I talked about how this “friend” I had lied about DID. A serious disorder and was basically given a slap on the wrist.

She was let into out private friend chat, by the chat’s owner Celtic. Who both had issues with one another and then they where cool. Even though Celtic hates people who lie about DID A DISORDER SHE HERSELF HAS.

I was floored and disgusted. We as mental health server owners are supposed to be truthful and stand for the.right things. We can’t just forgive someone for doing something so heinous… because they are personally suffering for it.

How many people have we blacklisted from getting help, felt the same? Why the fuck do we give her a slap on the wrist and comfort her when we burn anyone else. When this happened I just…fucking wanted to go up the lying bitch and choke her.

She gets to come back into Celtic’s life after basically ruining it, all happy to lucky. After she lied to hundreds I’M NOT EXEGARATING HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE. It pisses me off so much like why does no one else see the hypocriticzy.

She doesn’t deserve the forgiveness she’s gotten. She knows she’s fucking toxic and makes it a joke. Celtic basically spat in my face when she did that, and while we said sorry to one another I won’t actually forget this.

She can forgive her, but you have to understand I cannot just forgive her. I can’t. She’s a lying, sneaky bitch.