No direction. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.

I actually was quite content last week. I had four days off in a row and managed to stay dry ten days straight. I felt like I actually had energy for once. Got to the gym four days, and was otherwise feeling good about myself.

I'm really anxious about class tonight. I don't even know why. Happens every monday. You can set your watch to it. I get anxious, feel lethargic, so I skip the gym. Then I'm just kinda watching the clock before I have to leave for campus.

Had an inadvertent reminder that I still worry about being a good person, and that I hope to amount to something someday. Because I don't feel neither.

Took an hour to get out of bed this morning. Wasn't sad then, just exhausted from sleeping. I would love to nap, but I know I'll sleep too long, and I'll be groggy when I get up.