Goodbye hubby in Bittersweet

And he is off. Actually he was hours ago. He is in SLC right now headed to Seattle, Then up to Ak. Im here with the kids. I took them to the park ( 5 of 7) but they started fighting more. My head is hurting so bad about it. So its like so frustrating that they keep doing this. The headache is turning into a migraine. Of course it dosent help the stress over the Ex friend. Im like constantly waiting for another nasty email.

We rearranged outside where we are storing our belongings. Got it cleaned up. Now if only we could clean up the house more. My stuff feels like its everywhere… It dosent help that there are 7 of us. But still. I feel bad.

Maybe im needing an increase in my meds because im feeling the strain. Just not depressed more anxious i guess. Twitchy and jumpy. Its usually when the vitamins are off, or something.
But not much else helps the migraine. Its getting worse… I think i need my ice pack and a cold room. I already took meds and nothing.... Oh i finally got some photos of my EPICly awesome scarf for Christmas. even the teenagers want me to make them one.
Im good ;)

Ill share soon!