Aftermath in Aftermath

Surprised i am not having any nightmares about the shooting or dreams about smoking because i quit.



I dont know about you but October is a crazy month for me. And on the news it seems like crazy things are happening alot lately.



Im pretty tired lately. Sleeping alot.



I actually woke up thinking am i alive? And i was looking at my hands.



Ive been through alot and sometimes i feel like im in a dream. That i died a long time ago and i dont know im dead but i do.



Im working on my crochet coat. Its comming along good. Crochetting helps me.