Obsession in ❅journal 2019❅

I guess it is that. I’ve started to feel my hip bones before falling asleep, the curve and simple groove of them all. It’s nice to feel them, to poke and prod.

But they feel fuller and it makes me wanna throw up. To puke up my lungs. I fell asleep and woke up hours later feeling so stuffed and gross. it’s horrible, I hate this. I hate this so much.

I can feel my stomach pudge be and it’s disgusting. Horrific. It hurts.