Blessings in one word at a time

Last month was like a rollercoaster ride for me. Was it enjoyable? Yes. Was it scary? Somewhat. Would I ride it again? I’ll guess I have to think about it once the need arises but for now, I would say I’m still on the best part of the ride.
What seems to be the beginning of the end for me actually opens up several parts of myself that I clearly overlooked before. Perhaps being someone sheltered and I would say privileged, I missed out on what was clearly in front of me, some parts of the backbone holding my lifeline, or at the very least, emotionally. I would say this entry is clearly meant to be an appreciation entry to those who gave their kind words, their cherished support, their endless offerings and their lovely help either directly or indirectly when I was not on my right mind. Writing does help alleviate some of the harshness I inflicted upon myself but it can never be compared to what they had provided for me, acceptance and serenity.
Blessings are what I would call them. It was awkward at first being on the receiving end of gentle warmth from someone outside my family. I never knew these feelings existed inside of me. Heck, I didn’t even know how to react and ended up giving an awkward speech and oh, skipped my obligation, for which I am truly sorry and will definitely repent for collectively. Anyway, they had truly saved me from the abyss I fell in, for which I would be eternally grateful, even if I do not say it upfront. So, this is for all of you, thank you for your presence in my short-lived life.

Last updated December 01, 2019