Game in one word at a time

Sometimes it feels like I am living a life predetermined, pre-programmed, like how you played a character in a video game, restricted to the rules of the game and preset set for you. At times, I felt as if I am programmed to fell for you if not destined to and in my defense, it seems inevitable.
Whether you were in the bowl of cereals I ate for breakfast, the reflection on the cloudy mirrors of a rainy day, the songs I sang along to or even the dream I had last night.
Your presence, your silhouette and sometimes your gentle voice echoes in my ear and heart, a randomness I do enjoy. Ubiquitous might be a bit too far-fetched but I can’t think of any other word to describe this.
I searched for you as soon as my eyes faces reality, I yearned for your presence in the basking sunlight and the shady moonlight, I seek for your time in hope of resolution. You, who is everywhere I can lay my eyes on, every sound my ears can pick up and every sensations I can feel is everywhere and nowhere at the same time. Sadistically, I find myself playing a game that is rigged to always be one-sided from the beginning.

Last updated December 06, 2019