Feelings are not facts in Current Events

I was completely crushed by my A&D yesterday. They both hit me at once. I remembered what RuPaul said in an interview when he was asked if there was one thing that he could say to kids today what it would be? Feelings are not facts. Anxiety and depression feel real but they are not facts. The past is not happening and the future is not written. Those words got me out of my head just enough to get out of bed. I figured that if I was going to be hurting I might as well be doing something. I put on some music and started dancing in my room for an hour. Which turned into a two-hour bodyweight workout. I got my vibrations back up to where I like. Music doesn’t stir up my insides often but my heart was open just enough to feel it.

Faith is not easy to have these days. I think that I am going to make feelings are not facts my mantra. I am trying to keep my vibrations up to where it is all love and being loved. I saw 333 a couple of times yesterday, holistically speaking the first time means that you are protected and the second time means that it is time to make your decision. It’s telling me that a prayer has been answered.

I wrote down a list of places that I want to drop my resume off at today. I feel nervous but I know how good I will feel after I get that over with. I’m trying to turn my worry into excitement. Also, I am going to see Bianca Del Rio’s show tonight with some friends. Feelings are not facts. There is no threat Tom. Leaving the house makes my head spin. I’ve completely shrunk my surroundings these last few months. I know that I will have fun so I got to be open to it. Blah. Blah. Blah. I should go handle things now.