Bubbles in Current Events

Mood Forecast: Bubbly with a chance of shade.

I’m feeling great. I’m really addicted to this high vibration. I hate when I lose it. It’s such a long way down now. It’s like I’m excited instead of being a nervous wreck about everything… even though nothing is actually happening. I didn’t need context to feel nervous so why do I need context to feel excited? I’ve put my resume out online. It’s out there. Bev is printing off a few copies of my resume that I will pick up tomorrow. I am making it a point to not return home with any of those copies. I know of two places that I will be dropping them off at for sure and the rest will be a surprise. I gotta stay in control here and not lose this energy.

Hetal is moving to Ontario next weekend. She wants me to go with her and we didn’t talk about that seriously and I kind of want to have that conversation again. Could I just pack up and leave Winnipeg in one week? I’m not good with ugly goodbyes but goodbye uglies. I’m only comfortable here because it is everything that I know. It’s just one -50c comfort zone. My roots are not deep here one bit. I was thinking about my Boss-Up mission and how I need to change my environment. element and energy. I could do that here but I could also do that anywhere. New faces, new places… I’m on the fence but that is because I am always stuck in the infamous indecisive loop.

I woke up and noticed that Mel Robbins has a talk show! I’m so hyped. She’s so awesome. Made my day. The episode I watched today was about narcissists. I have plenty of experience with those… “people”.

I’ve been unemployed for seven months and all that I have to show for it is abs lol. I was really liking the way my body looked in the mirror today. I’m not gonna show and tell today though. Unless my roommates go to Anola for the day.

Anyways. I’m off to grab lunch with Toni. Ta