2019 in The Awesome Chronicles of me.

It was a year. I dont know how i feel about it TBH. I didn’t do anything noteworthy. My depression and my anxiety actually went up, and i just fear its gonna get worse (More the anxiety than depression, my depression id say is 4 of 10 and anxiety is 7 out of 10, but ill manage) I jokingly put on my FB / twitter profile of “Walking ball of anxiety and depression, King of snark, Prince of puns and lord of the bance” hah. me AF.

My mom is...... okay i guess. Sometimes something small happens and she just shuts down and doesn’t talk or anything and it feels like it gets taken out on me, that doesn’t help matters.

I played some great games this year, and have gotten a bunch of new ones (I got a bunch for christmas as well Tapestery/Bus/Foothills and about 5 more, Tapestry is a lot of fun, ive played it 3 times since I got it)

My cats are doing fine, they’ve gotten cuddly and friendlier, but bigger pests. Thats fine most of the time. (Boots just ran onto my lap and sat on my chest blocking my view of my laptop and is still trying to get on my lap)

Its great the Packers are in the Playoffs, first round bye and I can still go to gaming in pittsburgh cause they play 2 sundays from now, I’d love to see them go to the Super bowl. I dont think they will but one can hope, i think if New Orleans and San fran get eliminated they can easily win but thats a big if.

Number of dates or one on one conversations with a girl i had in person: zero. I gave up on that I think. Whatever.

Tomorrow ill be spending NYE playing board games like I did the year before and the year before etc. Ill continue my silly “Games I’ve played” albums.

So my 2019 was how i feel.. Meh. Very meh.

I hope 2020 will be different but I dont think so.. very Meh.

To quote futurama, Dont you worry about blank, let me worry about blank.

Take care.

Me.