He was probably just drunk again in Adventures in paradise

I'm near-sure that I wrote an entry that disappeared. Oh well. I probably didn't save it, and I'm used to it still being here when I returned like the OD editor used to do.

I've just been hanging out with my usual friends heaps, Vish and James. Angelo came along this time too, and it's always good to see him. We went to Ascot Grill'd. I know it's only Grill'd, but since it's in Ascot, that heightens the social aspect of being seen there, which Vish is all about, having the caste culture and such within him.

I made the mistake of introducing him to The Real Housewives Of Melbourne, which I knew he would love, and of course he does. So pretty much right away he's saying to the boyfriend, "That'll be us in a few years, honey." LOL.

Angelo was cool. We all paid each other out a fair bit over the course of dinner, and conversation was certainly not appropriate. At least this time we didn't clear out a bunch of goodie-goodie churchies, like we did last weekend.

Angelo was asking me all about Mardi Gras, and we talked about random stuff (mostly sex) as gay guys do when they get together - at least the ones who aren't so... you know what I mean, whatever that word is...

We went back to Vish's for coffee. He dropped a bombshell by telling me his boyfriend's mum is going to be moving in with them. I did NOT like that at all! I haven't even MET the woman, but I have heard enough from Vish about her to form my own opinion on her, and I do NOT think this is going to be a good idea at ALL. She treats her son as though money is more important than he is, she completely uses people to her own advantage, she doesn't like Vish dating her son... the list goes on. When he let that little thing slide last night, I couldn't help but be a bit bitchy. I felt bad because I was talking about Vish's boyfriend's own mother in front of him, and yes, I haven't met her, and I really don't want to. Considering how much I'm at his current place, it would be inevitable to avoid her at their new place when they move in. Christ. I think I must have asked, "Are you fucking insane?" more than once during the course of the night.

Anyway, time will tell. Idiots.

We had some funny conversations at Vish's place. I was stunned to find out the real reason why a mutual friend of ours is in the hospital. Apparently he went a little roo far with his fisting fetish in the bedroom... I'll leave it at that. LOL!

Angelo was on Grindr at Vish's, and after we all said goodbye at my place, Angelo too off and I was on Grindr chatting to someone with a torso pic, and they were like, "It was great to see you last night :)" but I had no idea who it was as I can't see the face, but in reality I know it had to be Angelo. But it's not confirmed, so I really can't be sure, but it's not like I saw anyone else?

Ayden is moving out by next weekend. He's had enough of my landlord declaring his love for him because in reality, it really is a complete virtual-reality my landlord has created in his head. Ayden actually posted one of the latest emails on his facebook, much to the shock and horror of many of his friends. I didn't post anything - I want to stay out of this. It's pretty full on.

New Aiden is back from wherever he was, and still not uttering a word to anyone. I tell you what, I have never seen the house like this before. It is SO fucking weird.

I'm researching places to go away before I have to return to work. I really have no idea where to go. So far I've tossed up between New Zealand, Tasmania again, the Sunshine Coast, and Singapore lol. So my head really is all over the place lol. So much happening all at once.

Not to mention the weird-ass conversation I had with Luke (ex) on facebook last night. I don't even know how to describe it, but he said something along the lines of that he didn't know how to work his emotions around me back when we dated. Mind you, this is going back a LOOOONG time. He actually mentioned it felt like a million years ago, and it really does. It was a nice conversation to have though. I mentioned that my parents had sold the farm, and he said it was sad cos he loved that farm. Once again, yeeeeeears ago, so it was kind of nice to hear he remembered those memories.

I had a sneaking suspicion he was probably drunk and wouldn't remember a thing he'd told me. Sure enough, I check a Snapchat from him, with the caption "Wasted" and him looking pretty glassy-eyed. Lovely lol. Ahhh well, I guess I knew him too well back then and a leopard never really changes it's spots. At least I'll remember the conversation and think back on it as nice, even after such a long time of us barely communicating.

I've still been keeping my eye out for work and browsing ones that appeal to me. That generally happens every few days or so, as I wait for more to be updated. Who knows where the hell I'm gunna go with that sigh It looks like they've made one of the day staff girls our 2IC in nightfill, according to the rosters online. I had a look at it to see exactly when I have to go back, as I'd forgotten what days I applied for. Damn memory. I still have around 2 weeks left, so that's nice.