This in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019

Public entry to say… Jury Trial is done. Convicted. So we did a good job. However, I likely have a jury trial on November 7th, too. So… work is never done, crime continues.

I will say this, though. Between the jury trial and the play… I push myself pretty hard. So knowing that jury trial is over… I’m absolutely exhausted. What do I want to do?

I want to sleep for 9 hours, wake up cuddling a beautiful woman, have a good shag, pour a drink and play some video games.

That’s what I want.

Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut… I have cleaning and adult chores and lines to memorize and we’re still on a no sexual contact until late november thing and… yeah. SO… sleepy sleepy… and wanting sexual contact (after all, this isn’t quite as bad as 3 YEARS but 8 months… when you both sleep in the same bed every night… me naked, her in only panties… it isn’t ideal!)

But yeah. So… most likely scenario? Drinking rum, sleeping about 6 hours, masturbating, and a little video game time in between all the chores and cleaning and everything. Not ideal, but I’ll take whatever downtime I can these days.