I feel really bad in ❅journal 2019❅

I feel really, really bad. So his mom’s been in the hospital (she gets sick a lot) and that’s why he’s been weird. I told him I wanted to take a break and he told me it and that he didn’t want me to get stressed out. 😭

I feel horrible. Today I talked about my um sexual desires and how I don’t want them. He said it’s natural/don’t hate them but also to try to stop having them if I don’t like them. I feel worse.