My Dream Last Night in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019

No idea what this means but…

I was sitting at a desk in a Des Moines Office Building. I was wearing a blue blanket over my business suit absolutely fucked up with the flu. I was shivering, freezing, felt like I was going to die. But I was still working as hard as I could. Because I still worked for the Chinese Firm. Chinese Boss came in to yell at me, screaming that I wasn’t working fast enough and that I needed to do better. I tried to tell her I had the flu and was working as best as I could but as soon as I turned around, she slapped me across the face and told me I wasn’t good enough and had to work harder if I didn’t want all of my paycheck withheld for incompetence.

I called an attorney’s office I knew was hiring and asked for an interview on the spot. I showed up, had my interview.... felt shaky about it, and moved to leave. As I left, the next interviewer for the position was being brought in. It was my Wife.