jekyll, hyde and whiskey. and valerie. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

um. so the reason. i would’ve wanted. her to email me and. um. ..............in. the first line of the email state ‘i’m resigning as of.........’ besides well the obvious. i don’t open my email. is bc that way. i could read it whenever i want and not have to act all sad. vs. her telling me on the phone. and having to act all fake sad and nice about it. she could’ve at least. i don’t know taken me out for a round of shots and then. during that time. told me. hell i’ll take the whole bottle. of whiskey. [and then i would’ve gotten drunk. yes that’s the point.]. i love pot i do. but that’s not the time to give me pot. i’ll smoke weed if i want to unwind. it’s not a v. aggressive um. substance. yes exactly. whereas alcohol can be. but. if she had done that i wouldn’t be..........the ghosting wouldn’t’ve happened in the first place! again. i don’t like being talked about. around. when something involves me it should. you know involve me.
it’s like jekyll and hyde. and whiskey.