What's been going on in ❅journal 2019❅

I’ve been living a kinda two live situation. I have a whole fantasy life that just is starting to feel more real to me now, more alive.

I can just sink into it and be happy. I have a group of friends that stick by me and have my back. I have a boyfriend that I can actually vent to and actually spend time with. I have a family that actually loves me.

I know it’s not healthy but it’s nice to have a good life. I close my eyes and I hope that I’ll wake up there one day. It’d be amazing.