dr. earp. eczema. and mon. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

btw my eczema’s cleared up. [well i should hope so by now. it’s been about a month since i got it. that is fukin awful. having now had it. yeah. i get it. i understand. omygod. don’t get eczema yall. not that. it can really be prevented a whole lot but yeah. don’t.]. yeah um. so for the first. wk. i didn’t like do. anything about it. cause like. i don’t usually do things about. things. and then on. the following mon. i got. this hydrocorto. cream stuff from the dollar stuff. which yeah really worked..........it was great. ...........except for the godamn side effects. the dizziness the nauseau. i was only supposed to take it for 7 days which. i did.
what’s funny. is. um the fri. of that wk. which was almost 2 wks. ago. was the day of my appt. w/ dr, earp. i didn’t tell her. about the eczema no i wouldn’t’ve. [also. well it was in kindof an embarassing area. the top of my right thigh...........for a woman that’s an embarassing place to have eczema. well. for this woman it is anyway.]. i mean what’s she going to do that i hadn’t already thought of [and done]? nothing that’s what. i’m massively independent. i don’t need some dr. to tell me what to do about something when i already know. ‘well did you see a dr. about this/that?’ no and i wouldn’t’ve. and i won’t.
so. yeah. yeah the thing. the internet didn’t tell me. about the location of eczema the thing. no one tells anyone. is it can be in locations other then hands/face/elbows/knees. cause those are the most common places. and it’s kindof frustrating actually.
the good thing. is that it wasn’t in a super obvious place. the bad thing is i had it. but yeah like i said. it cleared up.
um. right so during. that appt. about the vitamin duality thing. i was. i think explaining to dr. earp that. i’m not allowed to have it in my possession. [stupid rule really. cause that puts me in the same catagory as those who are low functioning. and who don’t even know the impacts of overdosing or that they shouldn’t. i know i shouldn’t. but just bc i know something doesn’t mean i’ll listen.]. like i get it. but that comes off as every person has the same level of functioning. when. we don’t. i’m high functioning and ya know. some people aren’t. so in certain. situations treating us all the same is well. quite bothersome. so. no and it’s insulting really that i’m put in that catagory. a person. who is low functioning. probably wouldn’t be bothered by this. no exactly cause they don’t have the mental comprehension to. be. bothered by such things. um. right so my mom cut in. sorry during the appt. i mean. you know conversationally. and got right to the point. and. i’m glad she did. otherwise my time would’ve been wasted even more. and i don’t like that. as i’ve mentioned.
right so um mon. well the worst part of my day was a. that morning which i’ll get to in a bit. and the drive to walgreen’s. not a whole lot happened when i was actually out. um. which was nice no it was nice being out. um. so at the dollar store they have this new cashier lady jen or they did that day. she looks to be about 20 but maybe she’s actually not. maybe she’s older. and um. she’s one of those happy friendly talker people. and i don’t like those types. so. i didn’t go to her to. like for purchasing. my items. i went to this other lady who’s quite a bit older. um doesn’t talk much or make small talk. although whenever she tells me ‘have a good day ok?’ it always sounds. patronising. like god. oh and. so i knew how much i owed her. and um. i’d given her some of the amount but not all of it. and she repeated the amount. yes i heard you the first time. just cause i haven’t given you/her more of the amount doesn’t mean i didn’t hear. her. and this is why i won’t do things like that. bc i don’t like it. but other then that..........my time out was nice. it was ok.