Crapola in Hello

1:52 AM and after two Aleve PM’s I’m no longer tired. Wide awake. Bah!

Work was slow the first few hours but made up for it the last hour. I swear, hats off to all the kids that bust their asses working there. Couldn’t ask for a better group. I’m kinda crushing on one girl who is 29 but she’s got a bf that works with us. He’s 21 and I jokingly told her she’s robbing the cradle. They’re both good folks, though.

But no. I think I’m done with relationships and will make my way through life alone. I’m not sad or anything by that. I just don’t really do well in relationships. Part paranoia, part mental illness, all social awkwardness. I’m a hard person to put up with sometimes. I really don’t mean to be but it happens.

Suddenly I want a doughnut. I wonder if we got anything chocolate or sweet…hmm. Time to find out.