Dying in ❅journal 2019❅

I’m confused…but I’m okay.

I had a dream that felt so real, a dream where I was about to try and overdoes again. I felt so happy in that dream, with two other people. It was like at that moment I was meant to die.

When I woke up it was right after I took the first pill and i still felt happy but also empty. Like, I wish it was true and it’s odd I’m not scared or that i think it’s scary. I just want it to be real so much.

Last updated September 08, 2019