Monday Morning Insomnia in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019

I’ve enjoyed my time with my friend but it will be good to return home, see my dog, take a shower. I’m currently in a place where I am having trouble sleeping… which creates a strange predicament. Too often a prevailing emotion during insomnia, for me, is loneliness. That is certainly present in spades right now but… insomnia very rarely leaves me feeling bored like this. In my own home… I can watch a DVD, masturbate, play video games, clean the house. There are things to do when I can’t sleep that leave me feeling a hell of a lot better than just… laying in bed… trying to sleep… and failing. Bah.