ok well hm. eczema. and ironic. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

btw. i probably won’t stop talking about this untill well. i’ve recovered. and this is the reason i haven’t been on fb for those who have mine. cause well i’m recovering.
so. right the wk. i got eczema i also got. my period. it was ok. but i was just doing some reading. online and um. apparently. hormones and eczema are connected. now i’m not saying that’s what caused it. no one’s really sure. but god one of my symptoms is. i haven’t been this cold in awhile. and it’s not even winter yet. here. omygod. i hate being cold. luckily of course i’m able to warm up. but god that’s annoying. being cold. it makes sense that when i went out on mon. i was less cold. as i was moving around. walking. i’m not sure if. the lady switches um. cleaning products. but i know she at least vacuums my rm. cause i won’t. i don’t like vacuuming. but that shouldn’t be the cause.........every so often she’ll um. shampoo the carpet. and asking her is indirectly admitting i have this. which well i do. i think i might be allergic to nickel [not that i wear jewelry. but at times when i’ve worn metal necklaces i’ve gotten itchy. and that’s where my guess comes from] and i know i’m allergic to cats. which we don’t have. like i mentioned. i’m always wearing pants so. that’s a barrier between my skin and the bed.........i don’t think it’s my bed. and i haven’t had any new food. as in. food i wouldn’t usually eat. no these are just my guesses as to the cause. but yeah this is what i was vague about a few entries back. when i didn’t want to state what i thought the cause might be. even though i tell people i’m allergic to penicillin i’m actually not. no well. when i was 17 i had a small dental procedure. and i was given penicillin and i got sick. but i think had more to do w/ my food intake during that time or lack thereof. i just don’t want to admit that.
it’s ironic i have this. as some might say i have the skin of grace kelly. pretty is what i mean. it’s also a bit sad. like and it’s something that happened to me. ya know? not like. anything i’ve consciously done. the stuff i got from the dollar store seems to be working. time really is the other thing. like i think i’m maybe slowly getting better. but in the meantime i’m having. other. symptoms. which i’ve mentioned. and time really. i’m gettin a little frustrated over here. like come on. not that focusing on it helps. [well no. but it’s somewhat difficult not to.].
um.
oh so i don’t think. the eczema is a tbi setback. [like i said i got a concussion in jan. of 2018. which i’ve mostly recovered from.]. but i think. my being cold might be. or maybe not. um. but when a person’s drained. however long it’s been after their concussion. and going through something. um. that can cause a setback. i blacked out a few times on mon. while at the store not for v. long though. [well that can’t be good.]. every so often my body reminds me that i got a concussion about 2 yrs. ago. esp. in winter. no winter scares me for that reason. i haven’t blacked out since mon. so um. that’s some improvement.
so yeah. i’ve not been great.