well. most recently. i got eczema. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

omfg. ok so. and No Advice Please. i know what to do about this so. i got it mon./tues. and. so i’d been sewing one of those nights and i sometimes. stick the um. sewing needle...........into my mattress. like so. if my hands are busy. but not for too long maybe like. a minute, or so. [of course. my um. sense of a minute differs from most people’s. as i count really fast i count in. nanoseconds. nanoseconds are faster then um. standard seconds] but then. i thought about it and. wait...........but a needle can’t have made that big. of a um. injury. [and i know cause back when i was 15. i cut myself w/ them.]. btw. as i’ve prior mentioned. i don’t cut anymore. but it felt like. back when i used to scratch myself. that burning sensation.
and then. i thought well what am i allergic to? well cats but the house. hold the household we don’t have cats. as pets.
so my next thought was a dermatological issue. and. i looked it up and i was right. dermatitis or. eczema. again. [again? you get this regularly? well. no actually no i don’t.]. but when i was. 27 or so i had it. as a side effect of swallowing something i shouldn’t’ve. a substance. [ok a. overdosing and 2. vit. b pills. er.........or maybe i mean the ..........bioflex! it came in a large blue bottle.].
only. back then it wasn’t to this extent.
ok so i realise i still haven’t said where, the eczema is. well. it’s on my lower/middle right thigh. front and back. and 2. i know it’s eczema bc well. i recently looked it up. so it’s not contagious. thankfully. and 2. should clear up in a few wks. and 3. not in a visible/obvious area. oh and also.........well. ok it has spread. but only a bit. to the front of my left thigh. and that was bc well. i wasn’t careful. and now i feel i’ve mad a stupid decision. but. since then. i’ve been using. well when i get itchy i’ve put um. vaseline on qtips and then put that on the. area. and yes. for those wondering. i use a new qtip each time. i’ve put aveeno on qtips as well though obvs. not the same qtips. but that doesn’t seem to be as effective as. vaseline so.
and time really. other then, you know. telling the doctor about this which i won’t do. the only other thing to help this is time. apparently. from what i’ve read. it’s surprisingly incredibly common. oh! and yes. btw the vaseline seems to be helping so. and most cases clear up on their own. and. i have a couple guesses as to what. caused it which i don’t want to go into. but i know what hasn’t. well 1. i don’t wear jewelry so it can’t be that. or makeup. and i don’t work so. can’t be that either. and the only thing new i’ve been doing in regards to my food/beverage intake is. consuming more water but there’s no way that can be the cause..........[so. well what is. the cause? vague much?] no like i said. i’ve a few guesses but not ready to go. into it/that/them.
apparently. when i was like 10. someone i knew gave me soap for a birthday party. that i became sens. to. which. caused. dermatitis/eczema. i only vaguely remember that.........