Twitter Sized in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019

Everyone has pain, and nobody’s pain is more or less important than anyone else’s. YOUR pain is your pain, my pain is my pain.... my pain may be (THIS BIG) for me but for you, it could be negligible… so to, your pain could be THIS BIG for you but for me it could be negligible. THAT being understood, I would like to state the following.......

Being the Special Victims Prosecutor while also being caught in an almost entirely celibate marriage… is… interesting… in a bad way.

Because I spend my days reading about these absolute assholes who are having sex whether their “partner” wants it or not.... whether their “partner” is of legal age or not… and while I’m reading about these Methed Out Pedophiles having sex every day… I’m living a life where… AT BEST I’ve had sex 23 times this decade. And… that effects me.

These criminals are breaking the law, hurting kids, and enacting selfishness in some of the most offensive and illegal ways possible. YET even the most hideous, most cruel, most unacceptable Defendant… is having infinitely more sex than I am.

And judge me as harshly as you want. I know some do. “Oh… look at the adult-prosecutor who has everything but a healthy marriage… boo fucking whoo.” FINE. You caught me. My life is actually pretty good all things considered. BUT… it is still bullshit that frustrates me when I have 2 dozen “Sexual Assault” cases this year and I haven’t even had sex 2 dozen times this decade!!!!