Fucking Telling in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019

So, here is something that says EVERYTHING about my marriage. Wife asked if counseling tomorrow will be “the same as always”. Uh… you mean where I say that I am furious and miserable in a marriage where I have to fucking ASK for hugs or REMIND YOU to say I love you? YEAH since after 8 years of marriage, I still have to ASK YOU to say (at least) “YOU TOO”… THEN YEAH!

FOR FUCK SAKE! Seriously?! She thought just going to counseling would be the solution? God DAMN. NO! Talking about our issues for 12 months is not “working towards” anything. FUCK Seriously?!

She’s annoyed that we have to “keep doing this”. Sorry, but FUCK YOU! WE’VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 14 YEARS. The fact that I have to practically beg for an “I love you” or even a closed mouth, pursed lipped kiss? God Damn. I am so pussed, I am not even going to sleep in the same bed!!