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I am in a mixed weight relationship. I weigh 193 pounds. I have 40 inch waist 30 inch inseam. I wear size 16s in womens xl in shirts. My husband is around 400 or more pounds he wears 6x in pants or 60 inch waist 30 inch inseam. He wear 6x in shirts. I can stand in 1 of his pants legs comfortably so i am guessing i am about half his size. I been trying to talk him into exercising with me. On nice days i walk 3-6 miles before returning to my house. My husband says his flat feet and weight stops him from even completing a mile. Last time we walked around Little Beaver State Park on the trails he complained about tightness in his chest and problem breathing. Dr says his heart is fine.. how can your heart be fine with that much weight? Something is wrong for his legs to hurt like they do.

Since he gained more weight sex has been
really lousy. I still find him attractive but he just cannot create an orgasm for me. I make sure he is satisfied but than i wonder if something is wrong with me i cant orgasm. I dont even enjoy sex anymore. I wont give up. I am going to research advice online.

He asked me when are we going have a child. I told him until he improves his health there will be no child. I asked him for both of us to get insurance and get checked. He has been avoiding from getting insurance for months always an excuse. No health check? No insurance? no child simple as that! If i have a child they deserve a long life with their father. I refuse to be a single mother because he wouldnt get proper medical care! I think it is only fair to say i want us both healthy before having a child. We both need healthier diets and healthy weights. If i hit menopuse before this goal is accomplished it is okay because i will adopt no big deal.

Talan ordered flea medicine in the mail. We treated all 4 cats. Within 30 minutes their itching stopped. All the fleas died. Ziggy, Coal, Harley Quinn and Ash happily played. I am so glad to help them.

So Ash is probably not going to my mom now. I can hardly see a tiny kitten protecting itself from now 3 dogs because my sister in law Lesa tossed 2 dogs on my mom. Mom has had Bear since 2009. Lesa tossed Chloe and i dont remember the name of her other new dog. My mom a widow enjoys the dogs companies but admits she took on to much. She wants me to see her dogs but i dont have gas to make it to payday if i do.

I dont get paid until Thursday. It will be my first paycheck in a month and a half. My mom and husband has been helping me get gas to get to work and a few dollars here and there to get by. I try not to ask money unless i am in dire straights. My husband has about $100 till friday. I got $9.We dont share bank accounts by my personal choice because i dont want his low credit score to affect my good one. I hope someday with years of hard work and dedication i can move out of the trailer park and own my own property. Obviously that will be some time in the future.

Today I watched The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks. I read the book in college but i just watched the movie. Oprah was one of the characters. I believe if i was a science teacher i would assign kids to watch this. It is very educational. The book however is a lot better. Best of all it is based on true events. When i was in college several of my teachers said hela cells changed everything. I cannot believe scientists stole Henrietta cells and never paid the family for their use. Those cells were took in the 60s. Those cells are alive all over the world in labs. I think i am going keep researching this topic. It is fascinating.

I need to go drop these movies off at the library. I think i am going keep my library books a bit longer. I wish i could afford to go to the movies but i will settle for youtube.. bye