Overall Update in ❅journal 2019❅

Things have been kinda okay with me and my girlfriend. She’s younger but not that much, only a few months.

I don’t know if I should talk about her on here. She’s very self conscious and I’m keeping this journal, this account from her. She recently grilled me on trust, about how i don’t have %100 trust for her if I constantly have these issues.

She apologized later but it still hurt. It really did and still does. It made me feel like a horrible person and a piece of garbage. Idk. Now I feel self conscious around her again.