Baby Step in Current Events

My nerves were so shot yesterday. I felt exactly the way I used to feel when I was a teenager by default. My social anxiety could not cope with school. Bev is picking me up shortly and taking me to the university and theoretically, I should have all my answers about what I need to do with my life to get into the faculty that I want. I am trying to trick my mind into thinking that I am excited about it instead of nervous but I am failing miserably. I’ll be okay. A huge portion of my day later will be me sitting down with my budget book, my weekly planner and my journal. I have to face all my fears and finally map out my future. I hope that I don’t hide from it. That will give me even worse anxiety.

If my nerves are this shot about just going somewhere to ask a few questions then I can’t even imagine how bad it will be when I go to a job interview.

Ha! I think that I discovered why I have been such a big bloated bitch for the last couple of weeks. To help with digestion and bloating us vegans turn to kombucha and I had switched to a different brand than I usually purchase because it tastes so much better. I failed to notice that this new brand adds sugar. 9g per cup. Sugar causes bloating so if my calculations are correct I just need to never buy this brand again and my body will return to normal? #randomproblems

Last updated July 09, 2019