um so i was thinking about it and. penelope. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

Penelope, for those who don’t know. she was a woman in greek mythology. who. while her husband Odysseus/Ulyssus was at sea. every day she wove something for her many suitors. that they could have. but what they didn’t know...........was that. every night she undid that. bc. she wouldn’t finish it untill her husband came back from his travels. the name actually means ‘penelope’. and that’s why. i’m not his penelope. evan’s. cause i don’t want to spend the rest of my time my life waiting. for him. but unlike. penelope. i hopefully won’t undo the weaving untill he comes back. [from where? no i mean this metaphorically.]. no i will continue it and my life. and move on. i don’t mean literal um weaving. love greek mythology. i just need to actually tell him that. when he eventually calls. cause i don’t want to go through pat’s mom muriel or evan’s mom. and have either of them tell him. cause that doesn’t feel right. either way even if i don’t. i’m still movin on and have been for quite some time.
so yeah.
not his penelope.