Weight Lifted in Current Events

I was right, all that tension between my brother in law and I was just in my head. It finally came up, my lack of job searching and I was honest with him. That I was just enjoying this break. He was all for that, felt that I deserved it even. So I can breathe now.

My sister suggested that I move to Banff because of the need for hotel workers there. She says that it is beautiful there. I suspect that means it would be crazy expensive to live there. I explained that I have a plan to get a dietic license and my brother in law was suddenly was full of advice about how to get funding for it. Not only was this imaginary pressure lifted but I actually have support from them. I still plan on moving from here this summer so they can have their basement. Feels good to know that they are not rushing me out. If things fall through with Toni I can always sell my stuff and rent a room somewhere while I go to school. I am almost looking forward to my grind years.

It just feels so good to finally have all this anxiety lifted. Now I can actually focus without feeling rushed or pressured.

Last updated June 05, 2019